F'n'V Hearts

Dreading winter

2011-10-27T02:42:00.004+08:00

Salam everyone,

winter's coming... and few weeks ago, the owner of our house here came over to fix the door, in which pintu atu bedrama jua mcm aku, mahu tia dibuka. Padahal few days before he came, the door couldn't be unlocked/locked, and it was raining, and masa ia dtg macam nada tia... Could be because the lubricationg oil yg i sprayed barutah mau or pintu atu banci kami. Nuff said.

Anyway with the winter that keeps gettin worse each year, aku rasa mau pengsan. I'm coughing so much and it's been going on for three weeks now. :( im not getting enough sleep because of it, and it makes me cranky.

And last weekend, i went to my brother's to celebrate his birthday. And then on the way back to Nottingham, i bought a Glamour magazine, and in the magazine, it said if we are sick, rest because if inda, it will take longer to be healthy. But the thing is, if I dont go to lectures and stuff, I will miss a lot of things. And if i miss a lot of things, banyak tia kan dicatch up sekali jadi stress. Kalau stress, jadi damam lagi. Cemanakan tu :( The cycle is just vicious.

I was reading this blog sekali this girl took a picture with her touching her friend's pregnant tummy. HEHEHHE it makes me feel warm. Imagine that's one of us! In few years time now guys hahahhaha siapa dulu ni HAHAHHA :p

Bai.

Suddenly lost the drive to type things down. Keep warm people in the winter season. And for those in the equator region, go to air conditioned room hohoho :)

-Ping.

2011-10-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

Oh my gaddddd!!

Its like ntaah berapa lama sdh aku nda buka blog andi and baca and kamu make it alive again!! im so PROUD OF U GURRRSS!! kaka bangga dgn adik2 sekalian LOLS =P

Anyway mcm2 cerita kamu aaah, siuk membaca, dikala saya sungguh sunyi ani jua.. so yeaah~~ its fun, like aku ketawa sorang2.. mcm apa!! hahah AND kamu semua balik UK sdh, the uk-ians ofcz, and since im here I dint really go out dgn fnv brunei, so I kinda running out of time now since me myself going back soon. So gurlssss pliss free kan diri kamu... tpi aku tau kamu busy tho. hmmph~~ *sigh!

Oiiii lawa gmbar raya kamu aaaah.. sygnyee saye takde =( kalau nda lagi AWESOME and LAWA-ERRR tuuu.. haha! Aku liat tu lastym, the raya thingy and aku mau gmbar sana. Bt then mcm aku sorang sja, so aku MALUU~~ klau ramai mau ku.. if ada patner in crime lah katakan. Tpi nada, sedih~~~aku rasa mcm poklen klau gmbar sorang2 hahaahahah NGOK!

By the way gurrrllsss, aku RINDU kamu semua, and wow! our frenship is super long already. And I hope we will still be together closer even more years to come. smpai kita kawin sorang2 and dpt anak cucu cicit. that would be great! Cheers!! =)

<3 Fyqa

As if i have never left.

2011-09-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

Less than a week to go, and soon, i am going to leave for UK.

It's going to be my 4th year in UK... and honestly, this leaving gets worse. Every year, always, i dread it. That feeling at the airport when everyone else starts crying and you start breaking down too, knowing it's going to be another year till you see these amazing faces, making inside jokes, creating memories.

Bukan nya nda mahu bersyukur, amatlah bersyukur dianugerahkan scholarship, hanya Allah yang tahu. But every year, nephews and nieces grow older, siblings and cousins grow wiser, and I am not there, to see all of that. All achievements, seen through pictures, and facebook. And in summer, it's so hard to see everyone, catch up and share the stories of one whole year, or if you have not seen the person the previous year, two whole years worth of stories to catch up.

Sometimes the stories are forgotten, and in the end, left with no more stories to tell.

Going back to UK to continue my second year, really....? It's like I never left.

DEFINE BEAUTIFUL

2011-09-05T23:56:00.000+08:00


	Beautiful is a woman who has a distinctive personality, one who can laugh at anything, including themselves, who is especially kind and caring to others. She is a woman who above all else knows the value of having fun, and not taking life too seriously. She is a woman that you can trust and count on to brighten your day. She is a woman who can inexplicably make you feel really good just by being around her, and yet brings such great sadness when she is gone. She is a woman who I will never really get to know. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=beautiful

Allergy.. please go away and never come back.

2011-09-03T15:56:00.002+08:00

Salam :)

4th raya today.... How's your purse going? Semakin berisi with angpau? TEHEEEE :p well for me, we haven't raya much. Lagipun i'm BASAR sudah. both badan and age wise. HAISH. so people hesitate to give meeeee. Beri sad one.

And my allergy is getting worse. SO i was talking to my brother, complaining how the allergy's fine in the morning but gradually getting worse throughout the day. Sekali the doctor said it's photosensitive and stress related, meaning i cant expose myself too much to the sun. Feeling like a vampire, an ugly one perhaps HOHO. and stress related, but the thing is i didn't expose my self to the sun, nor am i stress.

So i concluded that it might be due to the food i ate. Sekali i said to my brother, "What did I eat ah? Let's narrow it down...." And my brother.... "*cricket-cricket* The thing is... You eat everything. Payah jua kan dinarrow down tu"

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAH OMG.

well.... it's true. I eat everything, especially time puasa ani. I think im allergic to raya cakes, pasal it contains a lot of eggs. But i always eat eggs. and im fine. and for udang, kerang and lukan, i eat them time puasa and i was super okay. So mcm..... Apatah ni.

Unknown tah banar.

Sometimes I wish I know the answer.

But oh well. Let's just pray it will lessen. Amin! I have high hopes ni! AMIN YA RABB!

Syawal fever.

2011-09-02T20:08:00.002+08:00

Firstly, now that ramadan has ended.... Time to welcome a new month :)

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin everyone! Minta maaf if ada terkasar bahasa, ter-annoy sana sini.. I know aku always beulah and gauk-gauk and perasan ciyotz (yang membari kamu trauma berabis TEHEE) but nevertheless, I hope you guys will have an awesome and fabulous eid celebration, di samping keluarga tersayang.. :) For those yang go back UK, use the time wisely.. Psl krg we nyasal-nyasal and ter-rindu-rindu and thinking why on earth we didn't use the time wisely. SO EAT MASSIVE AMT OF TAPAK KUDAS (or gajahs LOLs) and ketupat and charging camera supaya gmbr bnyk2 and langgar open houses etc.

Speaking of charging camera, I bought a new one WOOOHOOOO. I am so happy. it's a pink one, so now i am going to resume back to my not-so-amazing photography skilllzzzzzz :p If we meet next time, i will try my best untuk take loadsa pictures! SO MESTI LAWA-LAWA KAYSS :p

Speaking of raya, masa mid month of ramadan, my mother got kad raya. Sekali I was very jealous. I kept thinking, aku mahu jua kad raya. Yang written with love, and long longggggg message. And then on raya itself, you know how few years back, we always receive msgs on the night esok nya raya. Sekali mcm dst always jam apa psl a lot of ppl send msgs walaupun kdg2 it's teh same pantun used every single year LOL but really, mcm it's a competition who dapat the most texts msgs regarding raya!

Tapi this year... mcm nda bnyk msgs. Less than ten i think. Is it because I've spent most of raya outside Brunei and that people have lost my contact number over years wen they change their phone, ataupun the modernisation of having facbook & twitter ataupun ppl just malas to spend their credit... HAHAHAHHAHA it really makes me think yknow.

Sekali. How over the years, the joy of having raya lessens. I guess that's the price we have to pay for growing up.

But for now, enjoy raya as it is. Meet relatives. Eat good Brunei food. And try to have fun. Hopefully there'll be no regrets when Syawal is over, amin. :)

xxx

Selamat Hari Raya

2011-08-31T01:24:00.004+08:00

FnV (25.08.11) - without Fifah, Zatul and Fyqa.

Despite the fact that I looked like a married woman with children, this is the clearest picture I have in my phone (thanks to Khairi for becoming our photographer), and the picture is is nevertheless pretty with all the other pretty ladies. So yeah, since ada tanda selamat hari raya aidilfitri atu jua, baik tah di upload (inda apa, sacrifice kehodohan ku skali skala. haha =p)

Anyways, its been a while since this blog is updated, atu pun thanks to si dang fifah sebab membagi oxygen arah blog ani. Hehe. Just want to say Selamat Hari Raya everyone. Sorry for all the wrongdoings and any hurtful comments or words that I voiced out either purposely or without realising it (I know, macam sama saja aku punya greetings ani dimana-mana, haha)

Alhamdulillah, its the 6th raya we'll be spending together, which equals to our 6th year friendship as FnV (or apa ni, yang before ada fnv and before aku ada ani, ikan bilis kah? Hahaha.) and more years to come, insyallah.

Enjoy your raya, pretty ladies. :D

Saranghae. <3

2011-08-29T01:07:00.003+08:00

I love you guys :)

Here's to our friendship in the years to come <3

Language bejurit and all over the place.

2011-08-29T00:34:00.003+08:00

‎"Change of seasons, expected as it is, can be welcomed or dreaded." - Maria E.

Salam!

And i guess welcome! (referring to the above quote) :)

Few days ago, I opened my Notts punya uni email. And OHMAILORD. bejutaan email bejuritan, kalau dpt kumpul jadi bukit haish (HEHE OBER DRAMATIC) but bnyk lah, but not that i could not handle TEHEE. Sekali aku mcm pikir2 semngat jua uni ani ah. Balum lagi kami habis summer. Balum lagi kami abis puasa. Alum lagi kami habis raya.

Well bukan plg salah drg. Cos they dnt celebrate Eid..... HOHO.

Skali today, aku tebaca that quote above. And how i realised, second year is really coming. with winter makin awal, and panjang, and more depressing, and tgn and jari ku purple smua SIGH.

Sepaking of jari, i burnt my finger :( pasal aku membuat biskut. skali bcos i focussed too much on the burnt finger, I burnt my biskut jua :( SEDIH KU. tapi akhernya aku hapi balik. Pasal it's still nyaman. walaupun my finger is still hurting :(

Heniways, back to december (eseh mcm lagu taylor swift). eh before that, aku kan ckp psl lagu taylor swift dulu! HAHAH sorry mcm berterabur but i just feel like i shud type anything random. Entah. kalau nda mahu baca, exit ajeeeee, tuu arah top corner of the window KAYS :p aku membuat biskut kan, selalunya i switch on the radio pasal it;s too sunyi! Skali came lagu taylor swift on air, and aku pkir2 wah.. lagu taylor swift ani sebenarnya genre nya sama. and selalu pasal cinta (yang menjadi or inda menjadi). And sebenarnya lagunya ani nda jua lah bnyk lawa. Ada some saja yg lawaaaa mcm Love story, or crazier, or entah ada lah BUT NOT ALL. Not sure what you guys think, but atu lah pendapatan ku.

Okay. ani banar-banar back to december. Masa december. aku mcm sakit berabis selalu. damam-damam. and like lapar pasal i malas cook psl i too sakit to cook sekali ada pernah kana invite untuk makan delivery arah my senior sekali tunggu punya tunggu inda jua muncul delivery atu. Rupaya drg tutup! Cos it was boxing day, or was it christmas... SIGH. manatah kami tahu drg kan celebrate xmas jua psl drg atu org islam yg punya delivery place.

and aku rindu snow jua. i kennot wait to play snow, attack org, aku rasa segala joints ku habis kesian bangkak kali, aku mcm berabisly mcm asgai wah attacking the guys cos it was girls against gurys. and the girls takut. so siapatah kan berani. so aku one of the brave girls ESEHMENNN. skali this new acadmeic year will be playing sama new notts people, hopefully it will be epic smpai pukul 3am mcm last year.

Bah okay panjang. suddenly ilang mood kan blog. kan baca buku.

Oh a good book, by an author graduated from oxford. I wanted smtng heavy, and this one's about war, and scandal, and anaknya yg kana evacuate. Anyone, fnv or random people who stumbled upon this blog, suggestion for any heavy books for me pleasE? HEHEH THANKS IN ADVANCE! :D

BAH BAIIIII MWAHS

Love,
Piping.

Bini-bini atu amazing bah.

2011-08-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

Salam peeps.

I stumbled upon this amazing blogggg few days ago. She's not the type whose english is amazing, rather she's quite someone who is very critical on things in life, very bad tempered as well, but what I like about her is that she writes or blogs, sincerely, of things that are coming from her heart, and that she cherishes the simple things in life. And i thought that was something which I adore.

And the fact that she takes loads of pictures, about her life, and adventures, and how she watched the sunset at Cameron Highlands, buat aku jealous banget. Aku rasa aku inda pernah tengok proper sunset, I think. :( Kesian eh. and how every story of were photographed. And how she used to not wear a tudung, sekali slowly, she tried and she did not promise it's going to be permanent, she did warn people esp those yang judgemental and ckp "eh kemarin pakai tudung, ani nda tia pakai" kinda people, and syukur alhamdulillah, it's something that's permanent for her now :)

And how ia ani jenis yang mcm.. gila sikit. Mcm bimbo ada jua. Mcm yknow when people take pictures, org slalunya senyum, and then she's the type yg buat cheeky weird faces. TAPI SIUKS. and she's soooo lawa as well, but i tell you, ia berabisly capable of makin muka paling hodoh di dunia. She even joined contest yang "making the ugliest face" type of contest! Dont know if she won or not, tapi hodoh berabis lah, aku ketawaaaa!

And she's the type yang adventurous (anything healthy please!!), yang naik gunung, yang cuba ikut contest arah magazine smpai she won a free pink Guess watch MCM OMG see? I guess if you never try you never know!

Iatahkan. Aku rasa ia berabisly amazing.

And ia masani kana ambil untuk memperagakan (eseh basar malay word TEHEE) baju muslimah kinda thing. And baju-baju yg ia modelkan lawa berbais. I BERRRYYY BERRY MUCH WANT. tapi i tink dpt di malaysia saja. and sizes nya small. Untuk org badan kecil saja. But I had fun browsing through the pictures. Mcm membagi idea on how to jadi model arah ANTM jua HEHEHE

Anwayyy here's the link. And she's the one in grey skirt! :D http://www.ilovepastelina.com/

Sorry klw mcm inda interesting kali. AHHAH SO WHAT, IM STILL A ROCKSTAR. kata si Pink! LOLs

xxx
Ping <3

"Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass"

2011-08-04T22:41:00.002+08:00

Meredith: [voiceover] Pain, it comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains that we live with everyday. Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else; makes the rest of your world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anaesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it... and for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.

One word. BANAAAARR PLANGGGG.

Meredith: [voiceover] Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn't let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it, and life always makes more.

Memories photographed.

2011-07-24T06:03:00.003+08:00

Tossing and turning on the bed and suddenly ada drive to blog....... Weird.

I was just browsing through all the pictures that I have since I arrive in the UK. Massive amount of them from my first year and slowly....... the amount decreases. Who is it to blame? Is it the fact that my camera rusak and has this little black dots whenever I take pictures (DON'T KNOW WHERE I GOT THEM, SADLY) or the fact that my friends have this massive DSLR which makes my pretty small cheap camera looks... so kasihan.. or just purely the fact that I've gotten so malas to take pictures with hope someone else will.

And last week, my hard disk decided to make the "clung clung clung" sound. I was..... in major devastation. Googled it and apparently it's one of the worse case scenarios that can happen to a hard disk! :( I don't mind losing all the movies, or songs, well maybe i do mind a bit, but not as much as losing photos.

Lost all my last summer Singapore photos :( and my Paris photos. Summer raya and everythign related to it. I should've made backup. So buta IT fifah. Mi heart is breaking.

Then I complained to my mom, and she said, "Well bulih jua ke Paris semula" HAHAHAH made me smile. My mom, always know how to say the best and sometimes funny things. Bless her ya Allah, amin!

Tapi I guess you can't compare that to the sufferings of the Palestinians, or Norway people who are dying due to the terrorist attack.

So in the end, life goes on, life goes on.

And because of that I learned that:
1) I should develop my pictures. Supaya ada hard copy!
2) I should invest in a camera.

YES I SHOULD. :)

Birds are chirping, I guess it's my cue to sleep! Goodnight/goodmorning everyoneeee. Salam!

xx
Pips :)

A great speech. Or nayy?

2011-07-20T04:32:00.003+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3rt2GVcUN4&feature=share

Maybe it is easier, to be alone. Quoted from Grey's Anatomy. There's no one you need to lean on. Being on your two feet. Knowing whatever keeps you strong comes from you, no?

The video made me think.

BUT NO FAH. THINK AGAIN.

Jadilah orang yang bersyukur.. Syukur kepada Allah Taala as He granted me with loving parents, annoying yet very supporting siblings, cousins, and friends, as my backbone, to success & happiness. Syukur Ya Rabb. Sometimes we forget.. Sometimes we lose will when things drag us down so so much.

One thing I learn, everyone is suffering. Maybe not the same as me, but everyone is, just differently. :)

Maybe in a day, something went massively wrong.. And it will beat the heck out of you. But have we look at the silver lining of life...? That things are taken away from us to be replaced by Allah with something better. Insyaallah..

Today I got two good news. One is where I am happy when someone is happy because he/she has try & taken a big step after a mistake in his/her life, and I truly truly care for this person and for he/she deserves to get the best in everything, syukur alhamdulillah. :)

Secondly, I am told that I am getting a free guitar! Am I lucky or what! :D Told the person I've been meaning to learn guitar. And that person decided to give me ia punya. Should I name it? TEHEHHEE. If so, what? I am so excited. Despite having stubby fingers, pindik lagi, but I will try to play. Tried before & my fingers hurt so badly, but hopefully dapat WHEEEE.

I hope I don't get punkd or else it won't be funny!

Wait for me dear guitar! :)

And lastly, a bit of lyrics from Beyonce, Schoolin life:

"This is for them 20 somethings
Time really moved fast, you were just sixteen"

Time has moved so fast wow. Next academic year, i'm already in second year. Time move fast. But sometimes you've gotta slow down, maybe stop and stare for a while. Or else you'll miss it.

xxx
Pips. :)

Angst driven.

2011-07-02T00:04:00.002+08:00

In times of need, always, without fail, your phone decides to die, or habis credit, or expired tia. Sekali annoyingly, DST started texting you saying"Top up today to get 45days till your next expiry date" or something along those lines. Sekali I went "jkhfbfnejvj" How appropriate timing. Berabis. Inda tia dpt ke kadai pasal nada kerita. Kasian jua lah sedikit. Membari kan jalan kaki tapi hujan skali weather nyaman skali tetidur.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I don't usually do this ramblings, about things that don't go my way. Pasal it shows it's quite freaky. Skali people judge lagi, always. But this time, I don't mind. I really don't.

I know ani stupid berabis. I am bloody exhausted. Tapi pasal I am waiting for something yang Im not even sure will pop up. Sort of stupid, I KNOW. Well people deserve to feel stupid sometimes. It's natural. IT'S NATURAL BAH. Sekali I hate when a promise atu inda ditepati. Kalau sekiranya inda tebuat, jgntah bejanji. Cam apa saja.

Sekali it's annoying how time cemani jua, it's starting to hurt. I thought I'm over it. Bukan love ni eh. Shallow banar jua wei. Well.. sebenarnya I know i was never over it. Before I sleep, or when I wake up, I keep thinking, thinking and thinking. Sekali to add salt (with pepper and chilli) into the wound yang sepatutnya bangas tapi balum pasal I'm not over it, sekali jadi makin padih by listening to emo songs. So people, what songs do you recommend me today? Add a little something something to my itunes lah.

This post macam full of angst. Sorry. Kalau sangal, beranti baca.

I know in life, things don't always go our way. I know.. Issokay. Cause it always turns for the better. But for now biar tia bitter sedikit. There will be sunshine, with rainbows after today.

x (pasal aku karit this time. Satu saja)
Pips.

The bimbos! :P

2011-04-07T23:47:00.006+08:00

Again, being so clingy to this blog, i decided to post again LOL! :P

Im being sooo nice. Kamu sebenarnya mesti post jua bah. SIGH SIGH SIGH. :P

Skyped with the girls tadi masa durang celebrated Fiqah's birthday. (HAPPY BIRTDHAY AGAIN BABE! :p) And OMG cali berabis with them.... i miss you guys so much :') And since k-box Brunei makin lawa, lets kbox okaieeee when I come back? And to Dal and Qayah, yes i will hapalkan that "I STALK YOUR PROFILE" song.... KAMU PUN MESTI HAPALKAN!!! Jgn indaaa!! :P walaupun that song mcm music "jgn ya laila, jgn terpedaya" by Yasin... Hmmmm...

And sorry mcm lag berabis tadi atu. I will aga the owner of the wireless company and complain. EYAH cam si banar tehehhe. entah maybe connection Brunei kali jua. Inda ku tau. Padahal awal-awal atu okay ajeer. Weird much! :( But it's okey, i get to see your faces. :)

And HAHAHAH i am not in love, okayyy?????? LOL. cali kamu anieh!

And and.... time bagmbr, HAHAHHA hancur! Si dal yang langsung inda begarak and muanya terpampang saja HAHAHAH di dapan no worries slightly kabur, inda nampak ur jeragats yang awak suruh fotoshop tehehe. and... Mcm mua kamu terstuck2. Sudah okay, skali then mcm one of you will garak. esp si Fajin, Qayah and Naj. Mcm begarak sajaaaa! Camm whatt CMANA KAN BEGAMBAR NI HAHAHHA but i chose one picture yang the best. Teheee.

Cannot wait for summer. Miss you babes! :D

<3
Piping, always and foreverrr~

Toast, to the tua-est among all :)

2011-04-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

Salam everybody.... :)

As the title says,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAREST TUA GIRL AMONG THE FnVs, NUR AFIQAH BTE ROSLAN :DDD As cliche as it sounds, saya hanya mahu mendoakan yang terbaik untuk mu, the normal semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and diberkati Allah sentiasa. And awak demand panjang-panjang kan wall post ani.. DEMANDING BANGETT. hennoying (kkeke inda ikhlas :P) but i will try my best to astonish you with my words!

Firstly, mohon ampun dipinta kerana tidak dapat datang ke majlis awak kat rumah. Well, kau inda invite aku jua anyway EYAH BETCHY KEKEKKE :p but yeah i know psl aku di sni.... (an invitation would be good yknow HEHHE labih) but yeah inda papa. At least I get to skype with you batah berabis. Heee <3 walaupun alum semua cerita keluar! And cali jua lah, with occasional mama mu and uncle mu popping up now and then LOL. and yes thanks again to your mom pasal buatkan aku keropok ubi. Pengubat luka lara hati ini esehmen.

And inda ku ikhlas tu nyanyikan kau birthday song ah! KANA PAJAL!!! apa tu!! kekke nadawah. I hope you enjoyed my not-so-awesome voice and bangas looking face time menyanyikan awak lagu hari jadi :p

Sebenarnya aku mencari bahan kan dicakapkan wah ni... Hmmmm... PAYAH WAH MENG-HAPPY-KAN org demanding mcm awak ani!

Never forget you're always my breath of fresh air when it gets a little bit suffocating :)

Its a nice feeling when you know that someone likes you, someone thinks about you, someone needs you. And you make me feel like that. Cos you're the bomb, just like that.

And your whatsapp, HEHEHHE i enjoy them. Walaupun kadang2 ada yang cam WHATTTTT?!?! esp masa kau record your voice message (dont know if you remember what you sent me, if kau inda ingat, i'll tell you personally hehe krg kdptn tiaaa teheeee)

Semoga hari ini akan membawa kebahagiaan. Pasang tia lagu sooulja boyy, ber-crank that kamu di rumah mu HEHHEHE sama the girlies. Shake your asss offfffff!! and harap-harap drg akan lap the creme of the cake kah tadi atu on your face. Menghuduhkan muka awak kekekek :P

I read this somewhere,"A smile is the most beautiful curve of a woman's body" SEE? Walaupun your jubur segala bootilicous, always it's the smile bebeh yang menawan hati and bagus TEHEHHE. Life gets tough sometimes, but it's okay, everyone's suffering, and we'll be okay, insyaallah. Doa banyak-banyak, insyaallah eveyrthing will be fine. You have us to catch you when things go wrong, and slightly off the cliff. Remember, kami jadi pelampung mu di kala kau drown. ESEHMEN. Aku ani patut manang award ni tehehhehe.

Life's been tough, we all know that. Thank you for you support. cos i wouldn't know how to live without it. <3

I miss summer. I get to see you in Spore. :( and now you're so far. Awuu, i hate distance. It's my enemy. AKU BANCI. SIGH. and btw check out lagu Bruno Mars- Long distance. MEMBARI EMO BABE! TEHEHHEHE. skali skala slit wrist wah~ (OI DONT DO THIS AT HOME! BAD BAD GIRL!)

You've known my good sides. My bad sides. My stories. Apa lagi? My family? Segalanya lah. And yet you still accept me, despite me being so menses, emotionally-driven, slightly psycho, ketawa-jokes-sendiri kind of girl, and for that, I love and thank you.

For you always bring the positive side of me out, and I thank Allah for sending you to me. For creating someone this wonderful, who's always ready to listen to my super duper crap about some makanan yang inda nyaman or my constant craving of food yg kalau aku nda fulfill aku will nangis, and always ready for new adventures mcm berbiskal di Spore mcm random much TEHEH, someone who picks me up when I fall, who shares and listens and laugh together ktawakan Qayah kalau ia SNORT tehehhe, making this world a wonderful place despite its occasional gloom.

And sorry mcm im not there for you kali.. most of the times. But you know I always wish for your happiness and success, always. So... as today is your great day, smile berabis, laugh berabis and be HAPPYYY :DDDDDD It's an awesome day, I mean come one, how can it not be? It's 7 April 2011! (well kalau 10 Feb lagi awesome plg TEHEHHE :P)

OKAY GOOD ENOUGH? I should copyright this post! Ngalih ku memikirkan ni!!! ORIGINAL! HAHAHHAHAHHAHA.

Wishing you the best on your birthday,
'Afifah Othman :) <3 (thousand of these heart shape loveee!!)

and my virtual hugs tooo! LOVE YOU!!!

Done and over with hell yea!

2011-04-04T16:14:00.002+08:00

Salam everyone. :)

BEG was done and over with, finalllyyyyyyyyy!! YAYYYYERRRRSSSSSS. HEHHEHE. There are some things that could be improved for next year so insyaallah next year it will be better! Insyaallah, amin! Came back feeling lethargic, whole body aching! I wish i have masseuse right now. Minta kana urut! SIGH. I'm gonna miss it though. Tiring preparation, of going back and forth to city centre to handle the baju, things going wrong on the orders, sticking logos on trophies, all the brainstorming and stuff. They will surely be missed :')

And yesterday, my family went back to London. And..... damn i'm still stuck in Nottingham because of something. Sedih eh. kennot change the date ah. But i'm going to London later at night, i kennot wait!!! :D

And after that... they'll leave. I dont know how I will react. I must watch a lot of chick flicks after that. MUST DO. to cheer me up. LOL.

And........ how are things guys? You all have been quiet.

<3
Piping

Bits and pieces of me.

2011-03-30T23:25:00.004+08:00

Salam everyone! :)

It's Wednesday sudah.. You know what that means? That weekend is coming! I cannot wait. This week is the last week of uni life of term two. It's been.... an ups and downs, obviously. But i'm sure things will change, for the better, insyaallah. And weekend, i get to see amazing people jua TEHEHE <3 And to see that lovely smile, makes me smile too. It's too far. You're too far.

Life's been hectic. I've got my family here in the UK, YAY! Spending my time with them, everyday waking up to the smell of good breakfast, ie cucur pisang/ubi/kacang or nasi goring or mee goring. Just generally waking up to see these lovely faces makes your worries go away. Bt obviously they will leave soon, SADLY. Sometimes, i wish life could slow down a bit. But it's okay.. Life goes on, life goes on......

And at the same time, been juggling with Brunotts Easter Game stuff as well, which is going to be on Saturday this week. I'm so hyped up! WHEEWHOOOT. People will be coming to this event, playing different kinds of sports, and honestly i really cannot wait. All the preparation done all these while, insyaallah will be worth it. And at the same time, I get to see people yang participate in the games jua, ie Naz and Khairi, etc. I KENNOT WAIT! :D Awu bah sangal kamu dangar kekekkeke.

Last night, i heard a news lah. Yang... makes you wonder. WHY WHY WHY. and at the same time, it makes me lose hope... slightly. It made me think mcm does all these years meant nothing kah? Mcm.. don't you have the memories played over and over again in your head? But i guess that's one life's story. I should not dwell much.

I haven't been in contact much with people. Deeply, i apologise. Things been..... Well... I've been busy. Not a good reason. But I hope it's sufficient. I hope everyone's been well.

Miss you guys.

Much love,
Piping

2011-03-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

Salam!!

Hye everyone! aku bersantai di Brunei msani =) chillex HAHA

Miss our moments togethaaa.. missing u gurls lots!!

xoxo
fyqa

2011-03-18T05:19:00.002+08:00

Salam! :)

Soo... it took me about 5 minutes to figure out what's my password for blogger. wow, kenangan lama password ku ah HAHA.

Hi kamu F'n'V!

I miss kamu.

I miss MS.

I miss everything.

:(

Sigh

2011-02-08T01:37:00.001+08:00

Salam everyone.

You know that feeling when you're standing next to born geniuses and you feel incompetent? SIGH.

xx

What's that suppose to mean?

2011-02-07T08:28:00.000+08:00

You make me go tachycardic. D:

xx

Segalanya ada hikmah

2011-02-06T18:13:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone. :)

To be honest, I don't know if people actually read this blog anymore. HAHA kesian kamu.... Always have to put up with my rants :P Again, this is gonna be a useless post (but hopefully it will not go to that direction HAHA gimme ideas!)

My exam's result is going to be released on Monday. And heck i'm scared like hell. Aku takut. What if I dont make it? I was soooo engrossed with other things in mind, I mean who wouldn't be if you hear such news? That aside, things are still not fine. More towards going worse, but I'm sure segala-galanya ada hikmah. Cos I belive Allah won't give me something that I cannot endure. I believe firmly in that.

And something that I would like to share with you guys. To keep holding on. :)

I'm lacking sleep. GAH.

Okay. Sorry if again useless. Tujuan saya hanya cuma untuk menyerikan blog yang usang ini LOL!

Muchos <3,
Piping :)

Whining about daging

2011-01-19T08:53:00.002+08:00

Salam everyone. :)

Banarnya post ani useless pulang ni KEKEKKE. Aku masak daging kari tonight YAY! :D pasal kami smua sick of eating chicken wah sudah... -ish and lama sudah nda makan daging psl daging here is really mahal.

Skali kan batah wah tunggu daging ani masak. Iatah ku malas tu nah...

Tapi it was a success! Happy I.

Harap-harap org nda sakit parut! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH!

eh nyaman wah banar.

bah aku kan panjangkan post ani supaya nda THATTT empty.

Bah bai :P

<3
Piping

If you have no intention of staying........

2011-01-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

Salam everyone. :)

I know I should really be studying right now. It's uni exam season and honestly, ngalih ku sudah belajar HAHAHHA right now lah. So tired. I just wanna sleep, or youtube stuff or watch Spongebob. BANAR. But masani menunggu masak nasi HAHAH so yeah i might as well type something here! (irrelevant banar paragraph ani HAHAHAHHA!)

You know that feeling when you go to sleep crying and the next day you wake up with puffy face? Yeah let's hope that's not gonna happen to us anytime sooner. LOL. Aku wondering saja... bakas liat chick flicks KEKE.

And sekali.... there are some things yang you regret doing lately. Skali this peribahasa came up to my mind "Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya." Iatah baik-baik. I guess cakap siang pandang-pandang, cakap malam dengar-dengar (or so i think it goes like that)

And like.... if you don't intend to stay, mcm jgntah start. AT ALL. Just sayinnnnnnnn. If TER-start sudah, at least say proper goodbye. Courtesy bah!

I'm hungry. Hope nasi ku masak sudah! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

<3
Piping :)

Obligatory last day 2010 post :)

2011-01-01T02:45:00.004+08:00

HELLEWWWWW EBERIBUDY.

Anyway. I just thought that a post on the last day of 2010 is a must. I don't think i've ever done an obligatory post but someone in twitter said she wanted to do one, and then i got me into doing it jua KEKEK. LOL. It's funny how we all conform to the same ideas. despite it being a ridiculous one. :P HEWHEWHEW (cos everyone laughs like this lately. see? conforming again hahah!)

So.. what happened in 2010?

Stupid UCAS moments. The best birthday ever, being 19th and such birthday ideas are irreplaceable. Italy trip. Barcelona trip. Left Queenswood for good. The most amazing summer, EVER. Got into Notts uni doing the course that I want. Amazing housemates in Nottingham.

To be honest, i can't remember much. Oh why whyyyy? when i agree to make an epic post. selalu ni. annoying tia. Well. Ingat pulang sebenarnya but then i wouldnt write down my 2010 life chronology, okay, cause that's just... wrong. HAHAHHAHHA. Obviously there are some shit things I wouldn't fancy much but i guess they make me stronger? And of course, some bits yang buat aku happy. mcm happy yang buat aku jump in joy.

Nevertheless, here's to an amazing 2010. CHEERS! Semoga 2011 memberi lebih makna to us! WIth keberkatan dari Allah and kegembiraan. Amin.

<3

Everyone just go loco this time of year.

2010-12-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

Salam everyone :)

Amazing time mostly with them Nazihah, Maning and Khairi and some other terrific people as well in Londres. But every good time has got to end right? Now it's all back to reality. Five freaking exams in January. I am scared. Who wouldn't be?

But then again. Indakan belajar saja all the time. GILA PULANG KARANG. sikit-sikit "apatah pelajaran mu?" GILA KRG. sadang-sadang. hidup ani banyak lagi yang kan di-achieve. Pelajaran penting i know, but happiness and not turning crazy pun penting.

And I hate it if people say they'll contact you. and they never do. Then what's the point? Hopes just get crushed. You ended up not sleeping... and waited .... for ages. and their text/calls just never come.

I think i've gone loco. Forgive me, my girls :/

<3
Piping

It's fuhhreezing!

2010-12-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

Salam everyone!

Finally... most of the uni here in UK start cuti.. Here i am typing my uninteresting update. I am going to London to meet them girlies (apart from Ekin cos she's going somewhere!) and Khairi and everyone else!! Kennot wait <3 I was suppose to be in the netball winter game tournament but due to some reason, my team pulled out. But it's okayyy. MAY THE BEST TEAM WINS! (:

Kami planning kan ke winter wonderland-ing. AHHH. i'm gonna die ahh laik dis. HAHA. cos it's soo sajuk. and krg masa naik rolla coster time di langit, sajuk. BRRRRRR.

Apparently it's snowing in London! Aku tau aku suka snow like berabis rabis but this time, aku nda mau. Cos im gonna use the normal shoes and it's licin! >.<

And i wanna play poker. and laugh a lot. and chill at some fancy cafe. take thousands of pictures.

Purely.. just wanna have fun! HEEEE!

Bah Brunei Hall.... HERE I COME! :)

muchas love,
Piping

the morning of 6th dec 2010

2010-12-06T20:58:00.003+08:00

I miss MS

Not just because it's our school

Not just because it's a place we needed to go to

Not just because it's in Brunei

But because we wanted to.

Because we were all there

Together

Mau balik.

Jatul

Pieces of me ;)

2010-11-24T18:53:00.002+08:00

Salam everyoneee.. :D

Imagine if tani masih sekulah, the teacher will write down the date for today. And guess what date it is?

*drummrolls*

The 24th OF NOVEMBER!! :D <3

To our dearest Dalilah Nabilah, selamat ulang tahunnn, semoga dalam lindungan Allah sentiasa. It's my third year of not celebrating your birthday together. SIGH. Nevertheless, i'm sure you will have fun with them Bruneians on this very special day of yours.. celebrate it ala-ala teh tarik special~ HAHAH LAMEEE!! I wish you all the best in life, in health and segalanya lah. Amin. <3

Heniwayss... Moving on...... :)

Last week was the busiet week evur. Like banar banar sibuk. Ada saja keraja. But all went well. Takbir raya at our hosue.. wahh sayunya.. It felt like home, wel.. slightly lah. :( but mesti kuatkan hati. And then last week Saturday ada majlis aidiladha.. and kami serumah perform lagu LOVE STORY by TAYLOR SWIFT. Check it out on facebook. I posted it up! :)

I havent been feeling well lately. I had like a massive allergic reaction on Monday and that wasnt the best sensation (obviously!). All my housemates ada panic attack slajur. Thank God for our hero. Kalau nada, entah.. nda tau what to do.

And a lot of things happened sebenrnayaaaa. But i guess it's just too public to say.

Soooo.. tata! =P

Loveee,
Piping

I've found my way

2010-11-18T21:53:00.001+08:00

In one of those years of my school life, I have come to a realisation that there is no such things as true friends (well, at least, that was i thought so during some of those times). Ever since I was in kindergarten, I have been the victim of bullies due to my huge figure. Yeah, some will think that people are scared of me but it turned out ot be the opposite way instead. Weird but true. As I started out in primary 1, I have no friends (even if I do, it just won't last) and it worsen at primary 4. I guess being lonely could make a person go simply and hold grudge and worse, insecurities. In primary 5, I thought I found a good friend, my so-called very first 'best friend', but end up, its just the same old story. Pfft.. And so this pathetic life continues till I'm out of primary school.

Maktab Sains; a new year, a new school, a new environment.... and I still had a hard time trying to fit in. I've once again become the eye of the bullies (well, not as worse as in primary). Sometimes i wonder, what have i done to get this kind of punishment . but i have no answer. I tried to change in anywhere possible but then i wonder, why must i change for them. And so, instead of trying so hard to change, I actually managed to change naturally and alhamdulilah, my presence have finally been accepted. I think. Har har.

Being left out really feels bad. It stings and it hurts so badly. But what the heck., life goes on. We still have to move on right..? And so you’ve read my uninteresting life story over the past years..

HAHAHAHAHA.. This is actually something that I found in my computer. How weird could I be to have save this lil'diary of mine. Hahaha. Just a lil' something random to post. Weird.. I know. forgive me. =P

One thing about this is that, the feeling of insecurities, its never gone. But another thing about this is I'm grateful to have known you all as my good friends. =)

~Nudge~

One way or another

2010-11-14T13:47:00.006+08:00

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Just a few old and new pictures to remind us how far we've been through thoughout the years. The goods and bads, the ups and downs, the dramas.. In the end, we're still together and hope it will stay till the end. :) <3

Sorry title nya nda ngam sama contentnya. hahaha

More to come after I sort out everything. Which is after my exams. Till then..
~Nudge~

Sometimes~

2010-11-09T08:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you feel lonely..
Sometimes you feel sad..
Sometimes the world seems so quiet...
Sometimes you're afraid..
Sometimes you keep on hiding,
Sometimes you're running away...
Sometimes you are lost..
Sometimes you are weak..
Sometimes you cry..
But most of the time..
All you need is....
Someone that will be there to company you...
To cheer you up...
Keep your world alive...
Make you secure...
Show you the meaning of life...
Stop you from running away..
Inspire you...
Give you strength..
Comfort you..
And appreciate you every single day..

Thank You FnV..for every support that you guys gave me..and the happy and sad moments that we went throught together...I will appreciate one of each of you guys for the rest of my life..

<3 Iqin

Robin Hood :)

2010-11-08T18:42:00.002+08:00

Salam everyone.

Just some pictures really when we visited the Nottingham Castle, taken from Chia Yi's, so thank you photographer! HEHEHHE.

My picture with my housemates.. GO US! HEHE yes kami suka begambar wah, so, you've got a problem with that? :P

Basically ada music yang mcm legend berabis lah.. & im sure u guys tau jua! and then kami menari tarian tradisional brunei, in front of those gazillion people. Membagi malu pulang banarnya HAHAH but it was FUN! (Left to right: Me, Raihan, Farah)

Trying to climb the castle's wall.. but obviously fail. HAHAHHA

Raihan and I kan menyubuk apa statue atu baca... HAHAHHAHAH :p

The Robin Hood statue! :D

I'll post some other pictures if anything happens.. Okay? I know this is like a one sided thing as i'm the only one who's active. But I quite enjoy doing this jua.. so yeah. Cant wait to see you guys (di UK) soon! :)

Giving up is not an option.

2010-11-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

Salam everyone. :)

It's Novembre the 3rd now. Everything is going so fast and it feels like we're racing against time. Most of the trees have changed colours now, some are already bald, if you know what i mean. I guess everything changes without you wanting them too. I guess that's just crucial, in life.

henyyywayyyy last weekend I went to Leeds for BMT tournament and played netball, and teruk lah kami kana belasah. Tapinya to be honest, dont really care, and so did the rest of the team mates. Mcm.. all we want to do is just try and win it at the same time try to have fun. Most of us were first years so mcm less chemistry compared to other groups who have been playign for three or four years together! But yang calinya kami begambar mcm org manang.. HAHAHAHA <3 i love them!

And the day after that we went to visit Robin Hood Castle. Siuk ber-vaining HEHEHHE. Pics up on facebook so just browse thru them, oteyyy? :P

Today GP practice & im enjoying it berry berry muchoooo :D and and.. I had my first interview with real patient today. It didnt go too good, but all I can say is there's always hope.

Source: leilockheart

Never give up!

<3
Piping

We were all once a kid.

2010-10-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

Salam everyone. :)

October is gonna end soon.. And i haven't even fully explored Nottingham yet! D: But nda papa, focus on studying first, then cuti baru tah enjoy heheh. This is one of the less intense week, but next week & next next week intense.. and one day ada lecture for seven hours. ARGH. die die die. But nevertheless, mesti stay strong, i guess.

This weekend, we have BMT (Bruleeds Mini Tournament) and im involved in the netball game. Wish me luck! Semoga kami manang. AMIN! Tho payah plggg. But i guess just play for fun? HEHE. And the next day will be Robin Hood Castle paegant thingyyy, yang Brunotts organised for all Bruneians. YAY! I kennot waitttttt. I need to unwind.

I know pulang i went to Leicester sudah masa last week. HAHA but i mean, come on, people need to unwind... AGAIN! :p

here are some pics.. not much, cos too lazy Courtesy of Farhan Murni :)

One of the pic, Erwan Izzah & I di arah this beautiful pathway in Leicester :) And the other one,masa kami hogging singstar di rumah si Sabri. HEHHE tengkiu Sabri & ze housematessss! :D

None of you guys blog anymore. Should i stop then? Hm....

<3 all the way from Notts,
Piping

For a moment like this, some ppl wait a lifetime.

2010-10-18T07:25:00.003+08:00

Just feel like typing things out before going to bed. :p I should be sleeping, six hours lecture tmrw! O.O

Anyway this weekend... a lot of ups and downs. Which somehow perked me up. HAHA weird me. Free WHOLE day friday, WHOOP WHOPPPPP! but then macam-macam berlaku. And malam, I locked myself outta my room. Pasal somehow bilikku terkunci magically cos ada this weirdo guy yang knocked too loudly on the door and kami takut and panic cos kami pikir ia org jahat! and turned out he was... the delivery man.

and pasal ia.. pintu ku tekunci. D:

and all i had with me was a dying phone. and my liquid eyeliner. GREAT kan :)

and i havent even changed from my pjs since pagi cos since it's free whole day! and my glasses inside the room. so practically BUTA. and texted the landlady but ia reply smtng psl JEWS and "we need to speaks" antah bida inglish nya! mabuk kali D:

Slept in Dilah's room. YAY! and the next day ada netball session. and YES, buta nda nampak, plus silau-silau, makin nda nampak. and baju and seluar and stukin and tudung minta simpati housemates ku! and yes, moisturizer too! HOW KASIAN! HAHHAHAH!

and then ptg ada freshers' gathering.. banyak drama! but malas taip cos it's just not good.

Sunday, my housemates and I decided to stay in. Diam brabis rumah HAHAHAH. weird lah. No normal spongebob punya suara (cos my housemate is in love with that cartoon!) and malam went cali~ food delivery. and nyanyi2 sambil main piano.

I'm just great i'm so blessed.

Thank you Ya Allah.

2010-10-10T02:50:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY MISSING FnV...:ssss
LOVE YOU MY DEAR GIRLFRIENDS..:)

We all are dynamite ;)

2010-10-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens.
She smiles when she feels like screaming and she sings when she feels like crying.
She cries when she's happy & laughs when she's afraid.
Her love is unconditional.
There's only one thing wrong with her, she forgets what...she's worth!
I...love you girl...pass this to e......very... woman you know, remind her she's unique.

hope this cheers u all up! :)

xxxxxx

Overrated jua mencari post title ani! D:

2010-09-20T15:49:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Anyway, i thought we decided to liven up this blog.. But seems like i'm the one yang keep on updating? Hmmmm. Help me people! :p

Just thought i should share this with kamu. Just a little reminder. Now that we are pursuing our own paths, with new environment, a small fish going into the ocean, that's why mesti KEEP SWIMIING KEEP SWIMMING hahahha (yeah i know payah considering i can't swim. but you catch my drift! :p)

Semoga segala-galanya berjalan dengan lancar. Amin!

And lastly, JANGAN MENYERAH! <3

Summer

2010-09-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

The summer holidays are coming to an end. And personally, I really enjoyed it. I'm speechless, it's unspeakable, beyond words. I'm gonna miss Brunei, my family, friends, etc. Sometimes I wish I could stay longer, but i hafta go back, sadly.

"Menuntut ilmu itu biar sampai ke negeri China"

and finally..

"When I’m with you, I act different. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don’t have to pretend everything is okay when it’s really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don’t feel hurt and alone when I’m with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You’re easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don’t have to worry about holding back with you. I don’t feel self conscious. I don’t ever feel insecure or sad. you show me that you really do care, and you’re not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you I’m different. With you, I’m happy."

Source: noelledc

We all hope it would be awesome :)

2010-09-16T14:34:00.002+08:00

Source: iheart-photos

Assalamualaikum everyoneee :) It's the middle of september now, and half of FnVs are leaving for the UK. Walaupun raya right now, that does not stop everyone from having open houses, and beraya, which i am so far very much enjoying every single moments! On the 14th of Sept, Ekin left for Edinburgh, Scotland and i hope she is coping well with the weather! :p

And today, the ones yang i know leaving: Nazihah Pongy, Sadin, Khairi, and Edmond. Will be going to the airport later to send them off, and after that going to Hajah's for her Raya BBQ and I will be wearing baju kurong... And you know, Farhan cakap "kau BK?" like.. who the heck types BK as baju kurong? MANATAH KU TAU APA ERTINYA. That's like saying HB when you meant HAPPY BIRTHDAY. GOSH. HAHAHHA sorry random ramblings!

And to those yang stay di Brunei and for Pikah yang di Spore, inda papa.. We will see each other during summer next year. Yang penting, ikhlas untuk belajar, cekalkan hati. We all can do it!

Anywayy I'm sure the scholars yang baru and soon-to-be belayar will be OKAY, but like the picture that i posted, i hope it would be AWESOME! Same goes to the rest! HEHEHHE <3

Lots of love, and cupids flying around with his/her bows,
Piping kamu :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2010-09-11T23:19:00.003+08:00

First of all!! wow!!! are we gona start blogging agen??? Im super duper HAPPY!!! waah! sorrry aaah bimbo ku keluar tia nie coz aku iski... aiii this is FUUUNNNN!!! =) hahahaahah =D

Owkaaaay i wana story story bout my first day raya in spore.. malam raya, last sungkai me and otha bruneians go out and go sungkai togetha.. it was arh this indonesian restaurant, n i ate mkn ayam bakar!! =D it was yummy and im sssooo HUNGRY!! 30mins bfore azan, my parents called from miri.. i talked to them, they asked me whether dah sungkai or not, bt i ans blum.. den i cried!! since i miss them badly and then i talked to my dad, mom, abg and all my cousins.. they sed to me 'fyqa, everyone is here xcept for you.. what are you gona do 1st day raya and mkn apa?' i cried agen and agen.. oh god~~~so sed, hearing their voices and laughter, bah udah nda jadi LAPAR!!! den azan, our conversation stop as i hv to eat.. bt no appetite lgi.. then afta azan ada takbir berkumandang di radio, infront of all, di restaurant spore aku menangis!!!! aduyy~~~ hearing takbir, i jz cnt take it.. sooo sayu, so sad beraya without famly bsides me..

My first day raya i went out with all the bruneians, firstly we went to ORCHARD!!! wow!! what a high standard place for raya =) we went to Brunei High Comm togetha and there we met a lot of otha bruneians.. for a while i felt im in Brunei.. glad to hear it! den we went raya to all our frens house using hey PUBLIC TRANSPORT!! it was my firstym raya with taxis, mrt and buses!!! nda pernah2 waaah.. slalunya pkai kreta.. and i think now i noe how the models feels wearing high heels smpai sakit kaki.. hahahaah! bt nevertheless i still look gorgeous! AHAA =D we went all over spore from north, east, south and west!! it was tiring bt fun mencari rmh2 org.. and aldo kmi aga 5houses sja, we gt a lot of angpau... minimum angpau here 5bucks babe HAHAAH siukkk waaah.. eveywhere we go, makan sja.. bt as usual, my body still maintain.. aldo i gain weight, bt physically i still looks the SAME!! hahah Ouuuh and btw i also spent my first day raya main arh arcade!! pkai baju kurung and high heels yaw!! i played car race, and basketball with my heels HAHA it was fun!! and for closing of first day raya, what we did is watch movie, THE HOLE!!!!

More pictures can be seen at my facebook!!! <3
Love you all, happy hari ray!! cnt wait to see kamuuuuu semua!! =)

xoxo
Fyqa

Happy Eid everyone! :)

2010-09-10T02:00:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone. Sucha dramatic inside news for raya this year, but finally, setelah sekian lama not celebrating raya on the moon sighting day, it's raya this year! WHOOP WHOOOPPP :D Congrats to teropong Tutong and Belait (sorry Brunei Muara, bukannya kan overthrow kamu ni HEHE) but YAY it's raya.. :D <3

Felt slightly emotional. Jumped up and down after watching RTB raya announcement! I haven't celebrated raya in brunei for TWO years sudah. Now that i am here, i feel so blessed. Ya Allah, bless me, my family and friends this Syawal, amin! :)

I really miss all this memanyap rumah, bunyi badil (eventhough i don't agree to them playing it during azan!), the suspense of waiting the RTB announcements, the open houses, going to rumah nini and having photoshoots with all the cousins with super baju lawa HEHEH (tho this year baju inda siap, blame the amoi!), ANGPAU $_$ HEHE, drama raya arah RIA, ETC.

So here i am, wishing everyone a very warm Eid celebration.. Minta maaf, zahir & batin, if aku accidentally terckp "egeuguw" or buat salah time ber-cali-cali and annoy kamu with my baby talks (showie, vavy, ETC) and hope your raya will be filled with love and happiness.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE! :)

Ikhlas-ly,
Piping.

Sungkai at I-Lotus 2nd Sept 2010

2010-09-05T00:40:00.005+08:00

Had a great night with the girls and khairi..especially the foods. its worth a buffet which only cost $16.80.. too bad 3 of us weren't there..Hope we can catch up soon all together:)

And we went to Jerudong after 2 hours of breaking our fast. Teehee..

Got this idea when Fifah request a photo ia main swing but nampak begarak..and after so many trials Iqin and Fifah had to switch places in order to get a perfect 'F' hahaa...

Many more pictures can be seen arh my facebook album:)

Random sungkai

2010-09-02T11:22:00.002+08:00

Everything was so spontaneous. It wasn't planned at all. Five of us went to Seasons for buffet sungkai, $23 per head. It was worth it. Ada bruneian sushi, eg BUBOK MAKI! Mcm.. amazing jua tu, nyaman lagi tu makanan-makanan di sana! Was so full, could barely move, well, them anyway HAHAHA. Pictures taken by Nazirul Syarqawi. & he was also the transport provider, kerita Sorento Kia baru kaliahhh HAHA thank you Nazirul! :D

We're are vainers... -ish. HAHA

2010-09-02T11:06:00.001+08:00

Just a random nightout with them FnVs, though not everyone... Picked some of these random picstures taken by our very own photographer, Nurmaziyyah Raziqin :D & I just thought this should be a kickstart to everyone. Last picture, sorry ahh vampire, hidungnya arah poster atu too big & ive got an umbrella.. Sooo HAHAHHAHA that was the outcome!

& sorry gambar kami posing saja HAHAHHAHA. It was late and nda ramai org, so whayyyy not? We're capable anywayy HEWHEWHEW ooopz!

Hope this helps! O2 PUMP!
xxx
Piping <3

Just because..

2010-09-02T11:03:00.000+08:00

Just because she makes fun of herself, doesn’t mean she’s completely comfortable with herself.

Just because she walks alone to class, doesn’t mean she doesn’t have any friends.

"Just because people talk about her, doesn’t mean she likes it.

Just because she laughs all the time, doesn’t make her annoying.

Just because she gets a lot of attention, doesn’t mean she is an attention freak.

Just because she gets things from her parents, doesn’t mean she is a spoiled brat.

Just because she is a daydreamer, doesn’t mean she never pays attention.

Just because she jokes around all the time, doesn’t mean she can’t be taken seriously.

Just because she smiles all the time, doesn’t mean she’s happy.

Just because she’s quiet sometimes, doesn’t mean she is sad.

Just because she tries her hardest, doesn’t mean its gonna pay off.

Just because she is called names for saying something dumb or being annoying, doesn’t mean she can keep taking it."

xxx :)

2010-05-19T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hye guyss. i miss writing on this blog. its been ages! well, actually i miss kamu bt sadly no news, no updates from u guys, just sad.. bt to zati n naj, i'll reply u guys soon coz im hving my exam today.. me and spore, so far so good.. bruneianss here supeeerrr nice and they help me alot. it is just tiring here, study study and study.. dats all i noe to do from i open my eyes till i close it agen. here being independent is me. im doing it.

bah i gt to go.. plan to write more bt nantilaaa.. plss update me.

Jokes.

2010-05-14T05:25:00.003+08:00

Let's have a knock knock joke! :D

*Knock knock*
Who's there?
Disappointment.

....

Yeah that wasnt even funny. Apologies. It's just that it's been several times that it comes knocking on my door lately, I don't have, or to be exact can't be bothered to fix things anymore. One by one things just keep changing direction, right or left, and ended up going straight on. I'm tired and can't be effed up to put up with all these crap to be honest.

"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you; you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for." -Bob Marley

But finding who's worth suffering for is extremely difficult, and I'm sure I'll just end up having thousand black cats (and I don't even fancy them!) when I'm old in a shaky house.

xx

You see the sun comes shining through.

2010-03-17T07:15:00.003+08:00

You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not because it's right, but because it will mean such a thing is possible.

I want to believe that.

Yessss, you might have heard of the quote above. Don't you think that it's true? :) Well I personally think it is.

I've been wondering.. No one blogs anymore. Why? Is it because we are just a little bit too busy to spend time and life's been occupied with something else? Or just merely too lazy or having a bloggers' block? Everything lies in you. Im just saying this cause i miss reading things that used to make me laugh, cry and smile, all at the same time.

I know, talk about complexity ;)

Someone told me to smile, so you should too! You'll get by!

xxxx
'AO

A lil bit of my 19th

2010-03-06T04:32:00.002+08:00

Hi! :D It's been a while.. and bekulat-kulat sudah blog ani, no one writes in it anymore.. I don't know why. Macam tempat curahan hatiku tah pulang HAHAHAHA. Neway here are some pictures on my 19th birthday..

BIG BIG thank you to Hajah Amalina Haji Yahya and Nuraimi Mahirah Ismail for organising a birthday suprise for me.. Inda disangka2.. I was in the room becerita2 with sadrina, and then hajah suruh turun ke bawah cos katanya sabri minta highlighters.. i was reluctant at first, but i did go in the end and i was bringing three different coloured higlighters for God's sake! HAHAH bimbo wah drg atu.. masa kana suprise, myhands (together with the three highlighters) were shaking! HAHA! but it was a fun day! :)

Durang inda tau what i want for my birthday, so they thought of something as my hadiah, that is put ribbons on all the guys' head! HAHA can you guys spot the ribbons? Manis ahhh. and i was holding the cawan yang berlabel "AMAH" given by Sabri and Farid.. and the hoodie and the seluar, given by both of them jua plus si Hajah. The seluar ha "DRAMA QUEEN" all over it. HAHAHHA! i wonder whyyyy :p

Just posting this up pasal kan menjeleskan si Pong.. Though now nada lagi. Toldja i'll let go. SAYU. HAHAHAHA. here you go. cheers naz! :p

One of the people i love. Cause i would be of less happy without all of you.

A THOUSAND HUGS. :D

'Afifah O <3

2010-03-05T03:47:00.002+08:00

It’s been so long since the last time of our encounter.

That decision was made not so long ago. But it seems so long just like an abandoned room, covered with dusts –accumulating. Empty with no sound nor vibrations and the mounting dust became the barrier. The radiance disappearing, in the other hand darkness appears.

The wind has come together with a storm. Regularly that it weakens the pillars that were once so strong. One by one they collapse; the last one was the only hope. Weaker and weaker by the days, no longer there was hope.

Once meaningful has become memoirs. Cherish the past without regrets. Build a new one with greater hope. Use metal instead of sand. Make it stronger than the one before.

At the end, no longer can you obstruct; a barricade of courageous-pride.

Dedicated to my heart.

Graduasi

2010-01-30T10:00:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat hari belated graduasi! :D the pictures I saw are heartbreaking pasal aku jeles liat kamu graduate and aku nada sama kamu but nevertheless, I feel happy for you all. How we were all small girls who now have matured and ready to embark on our next path. Remember those hardships in our life are those things that shape us as individuals and I am sure we all (hopefully) are able to decide what's best and what's not.

I don't like not doing anything, cause that will end up me thinking, a little bit TOO much. How everything is so related in this world, when you find yourself insignificant and then someone tells you that you play a major part in their life? And how in some other case, someone, you know for sure, will never, EVER, be, even a dot in you life.

You lot will always have my heart.

I need a vacation.

HAHAHAHHAA.

And i choose Brunei. CAN CAN? ;)

xxxxxxxxxxxx (infinity!)

'Afifah O

ps: Naj, it is of your own effort that you are able to think it through. (:

Love Letter

2010-01-16T01:31:00.003+08:00

Dear FnV-ians.. Today will be our graduation day. Its weird now that im typing this post, my mind is just went blank. The stuffs that i want to talk about are all gone now. so forgive me for making this crappy post.

4 years (or more for some) spending with each and every one of you is such a fortunate thing that happened to me. I know that i might not be the right friend for you all. I have too many imperfections to be your friend but i thank you all for accepting (even if its a half-heartedly) me to your everyday school life. To be honest, there are times when i feel this insecurities where i just don't belong on the same level as you all. There are times when i feel left out. There are times when i feel that i'm invisible in the group. There are times that i actually want to get out from this group and back to my pathetic lonely life. But somehow, i just can't and i don't know why. Its like theres this magnet that keeps on attracting me to not do something that i'll regret in the future. But what i'm afraid right now is the future. and thus, i would like to take this opportunity to say a few things which might be the last.

To Afifah, there's nothing much that i can say right now. But you are the reason why im still here. Your words of advice have taught me alot. and i thank you for that.

To Qayah, you are a very good friend. A good listener especially. To not spend a lot of time with you in 2009 is a bummer. But i have to understand that you have other friends and that you want to spend with them.

To Fyqa, We encounter quite a lot these past two years. the ups and downs.. thank you for always being there for me whenever i need help.

To Ekin, I've shared some things with you especially with fifah around. But when she's not around, i just feel that you are too far to be reached. i don't know what you're thinking about. And i just want to know more about you but somehow its just a difficult path.

To Zaty, Rather than saying thank you, i would like to ask for forgiveness instead. I think i've done a lot that might hurt you or just simply make you dislike me. My harsh words, my harsh attitude.. I think i went too far without realising it. And so i apologise. But thank you for being a good friend.

To Pong, I'm sorry if my teasing/jokes were a bit harsh. In my mind you are someone who i can easily bully due to your bimboness. So who knows that it might be hurtful. But you are someone who i always expecting everyday in school last year. you and your bimboness always cheer me up esp in GP class and for that i thank you.

To Dal, I'm glad that we were closer last year. I get to know you much better and i thank you for the willingness to share your personal stories to me. It really means a lot to me. I'm sorry that i couldn't be there for you whenever or wherever although i wish i could do so.

To Amoy, I know too little about you.

To Zatul, I know for quite a while but its sad that i know too little about you. Your case is the same like Ekin. I don't know what you're thinking and you are just too far to be reached.

To Sam, I'm sorry for taking advantage of you last year. You and your videos. I just can't find a way to stop my temptation from asking the videos from you. Sorry sebab banyak menyusahkan. Ohh kau cute..!! haha. Although you are the quietest among us, but i'm glad that we could be closer last year. We might not be sharing our stories tgether, but knowing you the way you are right now is satisfying enough for me.

To Faj, You are a good friend. Knowing you and seeing you ever since primary school is quite an amazing journey for me. I'm sorry however that i dont know what to say here.

To Sad, I need to know more about you.

There you go.. This is only a summary though. it would be a super duper long post if i were to write a long message to all of you. I have a favour to ask.. Whatever happens in the future.., if i were to be gone, please remember me. just remember my name and it'll be good enough. With all the insecurities that i have, as much as i wanted to hate you guys, i refused to do so cause in 20 or 30 years time, i don't want to remember that i hate you people. Crappy much..? heehhh.

To the FnV brunei, Its our graduation today. Lets put all the negative things aside for now and simply enjoy the day. Although you people might read this after the graduation. For once, i want to spend the time with you guys like we are a family - not just as a group.

Last but not least.., CONGRATULATIONS..!! We have come this far and now its time to celebrate it. Hope you all have a blast later on.

With love,
Nudge :)

Let's play, Shall we..??

2009-12-25T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hello FnVs and dearest readers.. Its been a while this FnV blog nda be-update.. and i wonder why..? hmm.. and so i've come up with this idea - TAG GAME.. I've come across this one tag game in one of the blogs and so i've decided to copypaste it here with the hope of other fnv to respond and play along. Not that i have my hopes high but what the heck..

Here's the game. Find 7 or more things that consist of ONE COLOUR only in your room or house. Take picture of them and post it here. And since today is Christmas Day, i've taken pictures of RED things. And so.., Below are my red stuff in my house.. Unfortunately there's not much red stuff. Most of it are my mom's decorated flowers.

That's it from me. Hope the other fnvs follow along.. As for the next FnV who is willing to do this..,. i tag you to find green things. Then after you've done it. Feel free to tag the next one with different colours or specific stuff (e.g Vase, flower, carpet etc) to the next person..

Hope you play along. But if you don't then its ok.. :)

Till we meet again,
Nudge.. :)

Berpikir panjang

2009-11-24T06:04:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Firstly, HAPPPEHH BIRTHDAY to Dalilah Nabilah Haji Laidin. Lagu Isabella akan senantiasa berkumandang for us to sing along to HEHE. Semoga panjang umur murah rezeki and makin bootylicious! ;)

Was planning to put an ugly picture of you, but nahhh, let's have this one instead! ;)

And to the following October babies, HAPPY SUPER DUPER BELATED BIRTHDAYYY! :D

There's this double page spread in the newspaper about the pig of happiness. I know babi, and it's hagaragamshigits hahah, and they are the origin of swine flu, but then the message in the video is good. It's saying you should be happy, and by being too happy about being happy, you spread the happiness and love to other people. So... Video babi pun babi lah. At least it's pink. HAHAHA.

Been thinking a lot lately, about very random things. Like how something can change in a split second without you realising and suddenly, you are far behind the rest, not up to the pace. You didn't run to keep up, but then again, you're feeling lethargic. I guess this is where Red Bull comes in. But in my case, i'll just stick to Coca-Cola :) or perhaps Ibuprofen?

And I had facebook quote love generator to generate my love quote and guess what came out?

"What was everything is always nothing when it's gone"

Bitter i know, imagine my reaction when i received that! =_=''

And kamu tau, aku buat report on Diabetes Mellitus wah. Sekalinya, apparently mellitus atu is Greek and it means honey, cause the urine from people who are having diabetes smells and tastes sweet. Jadinya bepikir jua ku tu, urg greek atu rasa the urine kah? Hmmm... HAHA!

HAHAH suri very educational the post, i'm addicted to newspaper now. And radio Bruneiii! Saya cintaaaaa.

If only UK ani macam Limbang and Bandar, bekerita ku sudah ulang alik. HAHAHAA.

Bah bai. And happy birthday again Dal! =)
Eks oh eks ohhh with love and glitters all around,
'AO

ps: Si Farhan jumpa anak Mr Bean tadi! HAHAHAH!! CALIII! :D
pps: Since kamu abis sudah exam, post pleaseeeeeeeeeee..? HEHEH ani macam aku amoy and naj saja yang active. Thanks mwahs mwahsss <3

Its just me.. :)

2009-11-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

Dear FnV-ians..,
Exams done..
School's done..
Are we done too..?? i wonder..
or maybe its just me.. :)

Do know, dear FnVs.. No matter what, i am glad to have known you all as my friends. knowing you all for 4years have sparkled my life - even though the effect is only temporary.. I might not be the perfect friend that deserve you all to be my friends but i thank those who have taken and treat me as their friend. Even if it is a ''forced'' situation that you people have to accept me in your life, i Thank you for being patient and still willingly take me. I am lucky to have been given this big opportunity to meet with such friends like you all - Each and everyone of you.. I apologise for all my wrong doings escpecially my harsh words and attitude that might have offended any one of you.

I know this is out of a sudden.. but somehow i feel the urge to express it tonight.. before its too late.. :)

Once again, thank you FnVs for being such good friends. I will remember you all.. the goods and bads.. something worth to be remember.
Love,
Najihah K. <3

Guess Who..?

2009-11-07T18:24:00.003+08:00

Just a little thing for fun.. kepada mangsa2 nya jgn marah ehh.. =D

Lets play guess who shall we...? Cluenya they are all FnV.. duhhh.. hahaha

I think its easy, isnt it... hahaha.. bila ku ambil these pictures...?? adalah tuu.. hehe..
There's more to come - after i find them in my laptop.. :)

again, jgn marah.. hanya untuk bercanda yaa..

2009-10-19T22:08:00.001+08:00

Our nerves after GP exam =) hahahah.. btw GP was not easy!!

2009-10-18T03:57:00.001+08:00

This was during Ekin and Pong blanja mkn di Le Taj~~

2009-10-18T03:29:00.008+08:00

Credits to Nudge and Afiq for the open house invitation=)

posing at the pool

Fudge trying to workout =)

2009-10-18T02:53:00.002+08:00

This was during our friendly match with MD people... HAHAHAHA... i guess MS th paling beulah tu rah MD.. Buat2 cm skulah sendiri lah konon~...
btw thanks Tun for the match!!! <3<3

random post 1

2009-10-18T02:20:00.003+08:00

Oh gawd, i feel like updating this blog coz i dont know.. i miss the existence... =D so i ended up posting some old pictures instead since this blog is nearly PICTURE LESS!!!! nda jaaaa? =D
sooo below are some pictures masa lawan Uni United d UBD... good games... =D i loved it!!

Inevitable.

2009-10-01T08:07:00.003+08:00

''Everybody has got their own Everest. Each is of different height but it's yours and you have to reach it''

An inspiring quote from this guy who managed to run the whole of Great Wall of China (GWOC) in 98 days. And kamu tau, the bricks of wall of China were stuck together using glutinous rice. And that the greatest myth of the GWOC is that it consists of just the jalan with the bricks atu, tapinya banarnya inda. Ada trench lagi, ada like mud wall saja with no bricks, and these acts as protection against the enemies during war. Interested? google it up yourself. (:

I've been getting this high magnitude of headache (HAHA mcm earthquake saja ani wah) and it's bothering me quite a lot. I. NEED. TENNIS. Dagaym.

Someone said this, ''Eventually we just pack up our bags and leave, cause everybody's changing and I don't feel the same''

Goodnites.

Pi to the ping.

Another one to climb

2009-10-01T07:43:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone (:

Firstly, I would like to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to FAJRINA, semoga selera mu semakin berkembang kerana kau adalah partner in crime ku makan banyak-banyak and mengaut balik-balik time buffet HEHEHE. Semoga panjang umur murah rezeki and diberkati Allah sentiasaaaa.

Aku suka gambar mu di sni pasal usulmu macam Grinch ah. HAHAHHAHA :p

Secondly, SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAA!! =D

That's me and Kairi, di Brunei hall. He was all posh, aku pakai baju tidur saja xD My raya celebration lasted only for a day, but it was amazing and siuk bekaraoke di tempat embassay punya open house. Makanan superb and just siuk lah, unlike last year, raya pun inda tau bila.

Saw you guys punya raya pictures on facebook, seemed like kamu are really enjoying the celebration. GOOD (Y) :D

And FYI, tangan ku bebalut atu, well, it's not bebalut, it's wrist support pasal apparently i've got tendonitis, which basically means urat ku swollen, and ive stopped being on pills two days ago pasal the ubat can cause side effect and it's got no sign to go away, the pain i mean. And it's really annoying cause this is the time where stress is at the highest peak with all the UCAS and progress checks and i really really need to detox myself by doing tennis or netball. But oh noooo, poor wrist inda suruh.

And oh coach tennis ku cakap aku macam buku. Ia pandai baca aku. DANGGGIT. Not that i think it's ever hard, reading me. HMPH.

Aku rasa aku macam si Nobita tapinya lain jantina saja. SIGH. hahah inda, inda emo ni, just disappointed. Si yeefah suruh aku pakai black nail polish and be-emo sama ia, with blisters. I mean what's blisters got to do with being emo? HAHAH antah ask him. Lupa ku tanya.

They say, the older you get, the steeper the challenges you have to face.

I feel that now.

Goodnites <3

Piping.

Miss shorteyy ey?

2009-09-12T06:40:00.003+08:00

Hey Miss Shortyyyyyy :D

Yes i am officially the shortest girl in my batch, thanks for the invention of heels yang membuatkan people yang suppose to be shorter than me to be taller than me. COOL. Anyway that doesnt make me incapable of doing things, so i am still as awesome as ever.

HAHAHA yeahh roite.

Neway my wrist hurts. Like 'ell. Nya someone i should amputate it. T_T not really helpful are you eh?

And i miss kamu semua. Like berabisssss. I think the reason i havent found the right guy is that i am actually in love with my friends. In a non-lessy way, im sure you guys understand. Macam aku rindu kamu. And it's really cold here, and we cud really have a massive group hug within the 13 of us. That would be awesome pawsomeeee and a very heat-emitting one! <3

And i miss this person. Ia cakap arah ku, ''You're like a breath of fresh air, in this sometimes stuffy world''

And aku rindu family ku. And siblings ku yang super weird tapi aku sayang durang jua HAHAHA.

To keep it in a simple term, basically, i am....

HOMESICK.

HAHAHA yes figures right. From a girl like me. Oh well, you know too wellll. Bah. Bye bye. I love you all.

ps: please UPDATE this near-to-grave blog. many many thanks :)

A futile CPR

2009-09-10T05:24:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum, and selamat menyambut Ramadhan. :)

This blog has been dormant, macam volcano. Let's hope it will erupt, the lava, in this case should be posts dibuat oleh sekalian semuanya HEHE.

Lets make a toast to the August Babies, NAZIHAH, EKIN and JATUL, for their super super belated birthday. And to SADIN MIHAH, Happy belated birthday to you too!

I hope you lovlies had a lovely birthday.

Sorry this post sucks. HAHAHA.

ps: The way i see you is different now, and I am afraid. Very afraid. and why am i hearing all lies and no truths?

Happy Birthday Pong =D

2009-08-12T21:51:00.007+08:00

She: I knew it..!!! hahaha

Us: Apakann~~~

And there it was a cake with lilin yg parai waiting for her, our one and only ''babi'' yg halal yg bernama Nur Nazihah Haji Nordin aka Pong Aka nuna - our mangga of FnV (i think). and here i am..., yg cantik menarik tertarik lagi ngetop najihah kamilah (remember the name) trying to save this blog from dying.. hohohohoho..

awuu bah aku banarnya jobless bah nie msane. it took forever to upload the pictures arh facebook so might as well just do something arh this blog.. It seems that the world of blogging has been neglected by us all..

Its the middle of August now (almost) and august is the best month but the kapeh month too.. why..? sebab banyak august babies.. its best cause they might treat you to dining out or even chocolate at the vey least but kapeh cos we have to buy presents or cakes for them.. hehehe.. :P
And today, 12 aug 09 marks the day where Nazihah aka pong is one year older and one year crazier.. bukannya kan wiser tpi mkin gila.. hahaha.. jgn marah naz ah.. hehe.. at least this post is dedicated to you. 0:)

and so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU NAZES..!! (banyak jua nickname mu ani eh)
may you happy always and hope you like and enjoyed your day. esp the surprise that we did. Big thanks to Sad and Fifah for making it a success and big thanks to Amoy for being the driver. and a big round of applause for all fnvs for uniting for this surprise. too bad zaty and fajin arnt there to with us.

ok im lost of words now.. here's some pictures from the day.. just to reactivekan this blog - for a moment plg sja tuu.. haha..

for more pictures of the day, click here. esp for those yg nada FB..

Dalilah berdebate :)

2009-07-03T14:06:00.002+08:00

Here's a little something that iv been wanting to post here in fnv blog. helloo peeps.. been a while aku nda menjejakkan kakiku disini. and now i presnt you a little something for fun. liatlah c dal berbahas which was in April time ya berbahas sama MD di RTB.

An apology ;D

2009-06-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

Girls, I <3 you!

And im really really sorry because i've been ditching kamu for so so many times when i was in a relationship sama si pangan yang sudah menjadi sejarah. HAHAHAHA

I'll make it up to kamu nanti, after exam, insyaAllah <3

Thank you for supporting me and always being there for me esp. During the hard times :')

i <3 kamu and will always do.

Lotsa <3,
Dalilah N.

A little something from the past (:

2009-06-23T02:41:00.003+08:00

Found this in my folders. Typed it, but never really get to post it. Anyway. hahha hiiii. And enjoy :P

>>>>>

Pada suatu hari yang indah, aku berjumpa dengan seorang lelaki ketika dia sedang berjalan-jalan di dalam hutan. Pada mulanya lelaki itu kelihatan sangat baik, tetapi setelah aku mengenalinya dengan lebih mendalam, lelaki itu adalah seorang yang amat clingy dan sukar untuk difahami. Pada mulanya dia selalu berjalan dalam segi tiga yang sudah diresolve. Aku mendapati caranya berjalan itu amat pelik tetapi aku tidak menegurnya, kerana bagiku setiap seorang mempunyai idiosyncrasiesnya yang tersendiri. Dia selalu bercakap mengenai apple yang gugur dengan gravitational force of 9.81m/s dan dia juga selalu menyentuh mengenai kelajuan angin yang bertiup ketika dia turun dari helicopter menggunakan parachute. Katanya level kelajuannya lama kelamaan akan mencecah ‘terminal velocity’.

Bagiku, dia seorang yang amat membosankan. Dan segala yang diutternya kepadaku bagaikan angin yang keluar dari gegendang telinga. Dia jua selalu menasihatkan aku supaya memakai tali pinggan keledar di dalam kereta untuk meninggikan braking distance. Everytime aku menyebut mengenai power rangers yang ada power segala, yang disebutnya adalah power yang evolve from the ciruit and segala electric-electric yang wujud di alam nyata ini menggunakan formula P=IV dan setiap kali aku bermain gelang getah, dia selalu menyebut akan kisah perubahan kepada aturan gelang getah itu, yang dipanggilnya deformation. Sasakku. Aku kan main gatah saja wahhhhh. HAISSHHHHH.

Setelah beberapa bulan mengenalinya, aku tahu hatiku tidak akan suka kepadanya dan tidak akan terpikat sekalipun. Ku sabarkan hatiku dengan kerenahnya, kerana sabar itu separuh daripada iman.

Aku mula dari awal lagi untuk mengenalinya. Masih tiada perubahan. Perbicaraan yang bosan, dicakap mengenai pikachu, disebutnya mengenai electric di rumah dan cara pemasangan bulb lampu yang in series or in parallel, menggunakan electrik. Dibawa main skipping, disebutnya pasal formation of waves dan amplitude. Dibawa meliat movie the Hulk yang mutated, becakap tah ya pulang pasal radiation and wavelength nya sekali!

Kerana rasa bodoh setiap kali bersama dia, aku cuba untuk memahami segala apa yang pernah dikatakannya kepadaku.

Well, people say words come back to haunt you.

I fell in love.

Aku jatuh cinta kepadanya walaupun aku sudah memberitahu diriku yang aku takkan jatuh hati kepadanya. Masaku banyak diluangkan bersamanya. Kami bagaikan isi dengan kuku. GILAAA. Talk about being clingy. Seronok, gembira, dan bermacam-macam perasaan. Alangkah indahnya perasaan itu.

Namun pada hari ini, dia tiba-tiba memberi ku layanan sejuk. Melihat diri ku pun hanya pandang sebelah mata sahaja. Tidak cukup kah perhatian ku kepada mu? Kasih sayang ku? Dan juga cinta ku? Apa yang kau mahukan dari ku?

Because of you, I start loving, and because of you too, I stopped…
Mr Physics.

Xxxx
Post depression, after physics exam.
HOHOHOHO

Ps: Cerita ini adalah kisah benar. Cuma bukan lelaki benar. It’s PHYSICSSS. If you still don’t get the hint.

<<<<<

HAHAHA. LOL. Jobless amat.

xxx

mama simaa

2009-05-30T19:58:00.003+08:00

i have always known sam for her sporty attitude yet down deep inside the heart, she's still a sweet gorgeous girl :) just look at the pictures, tebayang kmu si simaa jadi mama one day? hahahahaha :P

p.s: hai saaaaammmmy . hehe

SELAMAT HARI JADI ASGAI. :P

2009-05-30T19:55:00.001+08:00

Darcy-ish :D

2009-05-17T08:16:00.004+08:00

Completely in love with Mr Darcy, i am. If you are a person who loves Pride and Prejudice, the countryside area of London, and pinch of comedy, i recommend you to watch LOST IN AUSTEN. A mix of modern and classics, & it's just LOVEEEE.

And and aku suka lagu ULTRAVIOLET fom Stiff Dylans. Check youtube. Pokoknya sweeeet and imagine if someone sings that to you. Gila. Cairrr cairrrr. Ahhhhh <3

Lapas atu aku suka quote ani, ''You, are perfect. A perfect nutter'' AKU SUKAAAA. I got it from Angus, thongs and perfect snogging punya movie. I love the fact that the guys still loves the girl despite the fact that she's clumsy. Suwwwwwiiiit :DD

Aku macam in love with everything but none concerns a guy. Mr Darcy is an exception. I mean a real guy bah. HAHAH.

Lastly, something for us all that made me think when i heard it.

''Dear God. Please let me love less of myself so that there will be more love for other people''

A prayer. For you.

DRAINEDDDD.

2009-05-08T06:49:00.003+08:00

It's been a while. Really.

Have you ever experienced the days where you thought everything was in place and you are securely protected and suddenly the barricade that defends you just tumbled down and kamu macam hyperventilating and panicking, not knowing what to do? Shizzzzz.

Busy days ahead. Isuk ke hutan, membuat biology thingy. On Saturday and Sunday ke utan jua, but then that time, camping. Iatah kan, why did i sign up for this? Pasal aku suka adventure. Adventure yang macam dalam game and timbak-timbak and bunuh enemy, but this time, i will be on my foot, walking through the gunung-gunung di UK, membawa rucksacks yang bigger than me till my friends can't even see my head. Yeapppp. Perfect. COMPLETELY PERFECTTTT.

Tried to set up the tent the other day, but apparently it was a wrong day to choose. It was too windy, and the tent bekibar-kibar, macam bendera. TSKKKKKKK.

Exams will start next next week, and physics is still ENTAH. At times i find it interesting, and macam at some moment, i started liking it at a point there was love in my heart for physics, then suddenly ada tia this something whatever physics stuff yang GAHHHHH and I couldnt grasp the concept and then aku sasak and whiny tarus. I dont like studying things i dont understand. I got three books to study physics and masih jua inda meratinya. SHEEESH.

Did i mention psl ke utan tomorrow? *scrolls up* yeah i did. And that after the hutan thing, it will be the whole school photo arah my school tomorrow, yang only happens once in four years. And i will have to rush after the trip to change into my blazer, my headscarf, and apa saja yang formal lah. Lapas sweating, and trodding through the mud and there will be a possibility that it will rain tomorrow, and that i have zits on my face now. Not that they're gonna zoom on my zits. Ohhh just shuttup. People have their own insecurities. Ha. Ha. Imagine Maryam and I, will be the most significant ones in the photograph, because of our white headscarves.

And my energy is drained, as I helped the PE teachers teach some kids from some primary schools, tennis. I've only played tennis once in Brunei. And I had to teach them? I still went. Wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. Missed most of the balls served by the kids though, of age less than 11 perhaps? I dont know. Age and body size doesnt correlate in UK.

It does seem to annoy me really, that some things are not worth worrying and I still worry about them. I guess this is the moment when we have to actually make use of the phrase, ''just sleep on it''

Therefore, bye bye and so long.

xxxxx

the last sports day.

2009-05-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

a little something to remind us before everything comes to an end

Hit me hard.

2009-04-25T08:48:00.003+08:00

A kid once said,

''Adults say they know everything, but actually they don't know anything at all''

Imagine, a 6 year old kid saying that. It hit me right on the head when I overheard him saying it to his friend.

I am currently labelled jobless oleh si Yee Fah, the silent reader of this blog. And ia suruh aku buat a paragraph about him. So here you go Yee fah.

Yee fah si annoying, matanya sipit and atas eyebrownya ada luka pasal the guys smacked a hard cake on his face on his birthday. His favourite quote is, "Jangan berkelaie wah" and pretty much spends his time online. Unfortunately since he has a new laptop now, something pasal the IP address balum beusai, therefore he cannot go online pakai the school punya connection and he pretty much hates that fact. & ia alone in his school now because CCK is in Bhall, attending this function arah Imperial Uni tomorrow. So what I'm trying to say here is ia kasian seorang-seorang and ia inda dapat online and now ia sasak aku pasal aku annoy ia psl ia nada kwn and ia inda dpt online.

HA-HA-HA.

Satisfied, belated birthday boy?

Bah. The bed is calling me now. Time's up! (:

Congratulasionnn. HAHA kana sue ni salah spelling LOL

2009-04-24T08:33:00.004+08:00

Pahlawan, you're sooo green, kau inda musnahkan the planet and inda contribute to global warming.

Kau pahlawan, bagaikan rumput yang kana makan oleh all kinds of herbivores.

Kau Pahlawan, yang menjadi colour di badge ku throughout the years aku di MS.

Kau pahlawan, yang kuat, pasal namamu pahlawan and i assume kau bermuscle-muscle berketul-ketul without having to take pill penambah muscle.

And i love you for that.

HAHAHA. Jobless amat. Henywayssss, congratulations to the winning houses! The fun you had was the most important thing, isn't it? :) and thanks to Amoy pasal post up the video. I think it was great and original berabis, i was wow-ed. Keep it up people!

Nearly two am and my head is still buzzing with a lot of questions. Kenapa aku di pilih the katil atas part of the bunk bed? Kenapa aku balum tidur walaupun aku paning kan pingsan ganya lagi inda? Kenapa aku.. Nah, abis tia sudah soalan ku. HAHA inda jua bnyk tu soalan ku ah.

Oh well i got the answers already. Soalan pertama, sukahati ku lah pasal ada tiga katil kusung and aku mau jadi macam nomads, pindah-pindah. HOHO. Soalan kedua, pasal kalau lah aku pingsan, manatau ada putera raja yang tangkap aku di saat aku pingsan, mana kamu tau. Romantis tu bangetttttt. Terbuka mulut kamu meliat :D

Oh well. A girl can dream.

Aku tais liur bandung with cincau. Aku mau tambah cincau sampai cincau atu overflowing out of the cawan, sampai bandung atu jadi hitam pasal too much cincau added. Aku suka. <3

Oh i have a random thought now. Imagine wah badan kamu jadi damit, skalinya kamu dapat duduk atas tortoise punya badan. He he. Siuk jua tu. I think i would enjoy that. Just need to add catalsyt to make the tortoise move faster. (HAHA awu geeky, i was studying Chemistry before this and then the thought of not studying about catalyst, yet, is haunting me. SHIZZZ). But then tortoise punya shell ani ber-algae jua. If kamu duduk atasnya licin jua tu. Payah. Inda dapat pakai sluar lunggar-lunggar. Karang teturun. Eh jgntah imagine psl tortoise anieh. AWKWARD JUA TITLE ANI. PFFFT.

Sekalinya i'm out of words jua ni. Apatah kan ku cakapkan ni? Aku mau becakap. NOOOOOO. =(

Bah inda ku jadi beckp. Saya mau tidur now. Kepala saya berdenyut-denyut sudah. Bagaikan kereta api bergerak di atas railway nya. Bagaikan thunder meletup di langit. Bagaikan lampu rosak yang berkelip-kelip. Selebihnya kamu tah memikirkan tu ah. Nites.

MWAHHHH <3
Pipahhhhhhhhhhhhh

wohooooooo :P

2009-04-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

Empty remaining easter holidays.

2009-04-23T08:26:00.006+08:00

Few more days till my easter is ending, but it felt like it ended longggg time ago; the moment where everyone else left for their schools.

Majorly a loner in BHall, where every single thing reminds me of every single one. HA-HA. Awu dasyat sudah kan niii withdrawal symptoms. I know, stop telling me. Stop, cause i'm giving you the red light yang arah traffic. WOOOOO.

Today is the Sports Day, i heard. I hope the best house will win. I hope it will be Pahlawan. Ijau ijau gooo IJAU! Oh oh did i tell you aku punya house di skulah ku pun ijau? I guess ijau never really tinggalkan aku. Suffocating eh kau ani ijau! Suka banar kau kan aku! Lamas ku wahhh, lamasssss. HAHA nada wah ijau. Kau okay wah, kau inda melamaskan aku wah, psl kau bukan air. WOOOO.

Omg bahaya si pipah ani, ia becakap sama ijau. Siapakn si ijau ani, kaler jua tu! BAHAYAAA AMARAN. *puts the yellow sign of wet floor danger*

Anyways, aku masa ani craving kan makan chocolate. Tapinya it's 1.36 am in the morning and its not safe to go out. Cemana ni. Kalau lah aku bulih teleport ke supermarket. Kan sanang. Tapinya inda dapat, so opposite of sanang apa? Super payah lah jawapannya. AISHHH.

Aku punya laptop masa ani panassss sudah. Iatah ni kan, kan online tah ganya keraja. Inggak sihat. Iatah kan panas-panas ani remind me of cucur pisang. SIASIAPUN. Nyaman eh. Di sni ani payah kan belurih cucur. Kalau ada pun, MAHAL. Pingsan membayar. Lapas tu, ada urang cakap ni masa mmbaca, ''eh guring plg sndri pisang ah'' lapas tu aku diam saja. Nada jawapan. Awu suri aku inda berusaha mengguring wah. Pasalnya aku mau cucur pisang mamaku. Salaaaaah?

Lapas tu i hope kamu-kamu will post up the pictures masa Sports Day! Pretty please??

Awu panjang. Malas kali kamu membaca. I just feel like typing and typing like there's no tomorrow. Oh oh, aku mau stars wah. Aku suka stars. Macam si Merah suka stars jua. Lawa wah. Ada five points. I think lah, thats what i see arah lukisan. Kalau liat di langit ada a small dot saja yang shiny and lawa. Jauh wah so inda nmpk the points. Cemana jua, mesti kan memakai shuttlespace lagi ke sana. Indada usin. Oh telescope kali bisai. Tapi mahal jua.

HAHA WHINY EH AKU ANI.

Aku rasa manada urang membaca ni post ku anii. I just feel like it yknow. I tried uploading some pictures yang masa Easter di Bhall: karoke, ketawa-ketawa, 'belajar', makan (this one gerenti ni mun aku HAHA) and ummm. banyak lah lagi betimbun. Inda plg kan diupload smua. Karang lagging laptop ku berabis mun i start opening the blog. Sudah tah laptop ku ani slow berabis. Mcm milipede begarak inda memakai kasut. Annoyingggg.

Now i miss si Ani Afifah, pasal ia slalu cakap, ''eh annoying kau anieh'' arah the guys. Well, banar plg drg atu annoying kadang kadang. Men-set mua drg as my wallpaper arah my phone. TSKTSK. Aku malas kan tukar. Abis kilojoules ku menggarakkan jariku. But then, now that i think about it, lagi abis kilojoules ku stressing about it. Pagi-pagi time bangun, check mubail, ada mua si Yee Fah, Bokh and Najmi. Membagi tekajut saja hati. AISH. Kalau inda mua drg, mua si sabri or mua ku yang cali yang si Naj dulu slalu candid kalau ku ketawa.

Macam-macam hidup ani. haha. hidup yang penuh dgn ramblingssss. kadang-kadang siuk pulang.

So what kamu sangal kamu membaca. aku masih mau taip. WOOOOOO.

Happy belated birthday to Nur Afiqah binti Roslan. This is a very late greeting. But then saya udah call kamu, sampai adi mu ucap kau becakap macam senapang. HAHA. Inda papa. Kitani sama-sama beckp mcm senapang, so fair and square, or circle, whichever kitani prefer. And aku rindu kau berabis rabis sampai aku mimpi kau (which i have told kau sudah hahaa :p) and two more months till summer!

Oh oh di malam punya di malam aku mimpi aku ambil subject French language. Iatah kan dalam mimpi atu, i have to sit for the exam, yang needed me to write an essay on some country's culture and how it affects life kah apa, in FRENCH. GILA KAN MENANGIS KU. Mana cali tu. Aku lagi blogging in malay + english. Inda jua ku ace in my languages atu. Ani pulang kan membuat essay in french! mana cali. mana ku ketawa dalam mimpi atu! T_T

Aku mau ke Poundland, which is the kadai yang jual everything for a pound lah basically. It's comparable to kadai seringgit lapan puluh sen di brunei. And aku mau bali cuklit di sana. Aku craving niiiii. Berabis. AKU MAUUU. X(

I think everyone yang baca this post hates me now. HAHA pasal aku too nyanyah. Kata si ian, aku ani nyanyah and he's gonna find me someone yang inda dapat banyak cakap so that that person dngr crita ku saja. Tapikan, kalau ku diam, urang tanya whether im okay or not. Kalau ku nyanyah, kana suruh diam. PAYAHHH. HAHA cemana ni. dilema ku!

Haha cali jua dilemma pasal nyanyah. Cali =D he he he.

Speaking of Ian, Happy Birthday, i hope you'll have a great one! =)

And oh, masa Easter aku liat musical play with Sulaiman. And it was AWESOMEEE! AKU SUKA BERABIS RABIS. Awesome plot, awesome voice, segala-galanya lah. Aku suka :D And ada this song, lawa the lyric eg

I dreamed a dream in times gone by

When hope was high

And life worth living

It feels so deep walaupun macam sekadar, tiga baris, and you go apakan. Tapinya aku suka (Y)

Bah i gotta go now. An di hear some of you reading this post say, "PHEWWWWWWWW FINNALY ABIS IA BEKURAPAK" Bah awu minta maaf dari hujung kaki kanan ke hujung kaki kiri. He he. Awu wah. Sorieee, for all the nonsense yang saya taip and the time you wasted reading this.

Dengan ini saya men-reverse-kan/mengundurkan/mengostankan diri saya.

Assalamualaikum.

Fifah =)

Aspalela =') <33

2009-04-23T06:46:00.003+08:00

I was actually searching for Princess Hours drama series in my videos section. Sekalinya i found this instead. Princess hours plg yang nada. Haha.

Ahhh, good memories =') <3>

16 April 2009

2009-04-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

Surprise

2009-04-16T22:09:00.007+08:00

Helloooo Dearest blog.. sesungguhnya its been a while i and the rest tidak menguppdate this blog.. thanks to Sadin for the will to update this blog with her story in Paris and those envious pictures.. hmmph.. but nevertheless im sure u had fun kan Sad..? that matter most.. :) how i wish aku bleh k paris.. heehh.. tunggu th ku kawin.. honeymoon sana ku.. dpt jua ku kikis harta lakiku suruh ya blikan brg dri prada and marc jacobs and coach and yadaa yadaa yadaa.. hehehehe..

So far nothing much happened here in Brunei.. im pretty much sure kamu yg di UK tau since kamu chatting with the others.. while im not online-ing.. we all here are 'busy' with preparations for AS level exams which is less than a month.. sigh.. remembering exams buat aku kan nangis sebab aku blum start belajar.. Waaaa.... *meraung* hahahaha.. and im sure kamu pun ada exam right.. same with us is it..? ooh btw.., this question goes to c sad and pipah yg di UK.. krg urg lain th plg asi2 menjawab.. hahaha..

Anyways.., the reason why im here.., after a looonngg time is to wish our very eldest sister who is 19 years old now. she is the oldest in Fnvs.. dan siapakah dia..?? jeng jeng jeng jeng jeng. beliau adalah NUR AFIQAH BTE ROSLAN... *clapclapclap*
okk.. so aku lambat post about it since her birthday falls on the 7th which was weeks ago.. hahaha.. bruth ku ada that aura of rajin-ness sikit wah.. yth ku ambil peluang ani..

and soo.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL...!!!! may Allah bless you and semoga pnjg umur and dimurahkan rezeki supaya kau bleh belanja aku.. mwahahahaha... and also to Azman whose bday falls on the smae date as pikah.. and to the rest of April babies.. :)

i think fifah know about the story pasal the surprise for fiqah.. im not sure if sad tau or not.. but whatever.., heres the summary.., kami FnVs surprisekan fiqah during her birthday with two cakes.., one i made myslef and one from her beloved boy.. :) and im very glad that she loved it..
also thanks to all FnVs, and some extra people (u know who u are) for co-operating in this surprise plans.. :DD

sesungguhnya aku nda tau apa lagi yg kan di type.. even the one above is all craps.. heehh.. yth kejadiannya mun menaip separuh tidur ani.. haha.. awuu aku ngantuk bahh.. mata ani lagi padih ntah napa kah ya.. haha.. so below are some pictures during the surprise..

Cake Amer

My cake :)

Cake for Azman from Faj

While waiting for pikah to abis class.., as usual kami vaining.. hehehe.. :PP

den the bday girl enter the room..

dan dengan ini saya mengundurkan diri... btw kamuu english ku makin truk laahh... hahaha..
sorry for the not so organise 'essay' hahahaha...

Pipah and Sad.. cant wait till kamu blik kmari...!!! dpt tni jln.. seriously aku mau jln sama kamu.. begila-ing d excapade smpai sasak smua pengunjung resturant atuu.. hahaha..

Alrite... super duber sugweet honehduh is outzzaaa...

Disneyland Part 2

2009-04-11T09:50:00.010+08:00

laki-lakinya awesome.. XD

AKU MAU JADI PIRATE!

Pirates of the Caribbean

Infront of Haunted Mansion

Dalam Hotel

Ps, Yeefah majal lagi suruh buat 'YEEFAH AWESOME' (i dont even mean it) HAHAHA. XD

Love, Sadrina

Disneyland -- Paris Part 1

2009-04-11T03:15:00.010+08:00

For the sake of keeping this blog alive and running, these are some of the pictures taken during my 'taking a break from studying' week in Paris, with Dina, Fizah, Nek and Fazleen. Paris, I adoreee.. XD The buildings, the architecture; there's just no one word to describe them. Speechless wah meliat. Zaty, if kau ke sana, you'd just wanna live di sana! lawa ah. =D Visited over 10 major landmarks.. banyak lagi banarnya we want to go, but inda sampat semua.

Disneyland pun siuk berabis! Ive never went on rollercoasters until then ah. Twas so worth it. I went on ALMOST all the rides, took pictures with Sully from Monster Inc, etc. Kami meliat parade 'Once upon a dream', siuk! all the Disney characters keluar; princes and princesses, you name it, ada. I've to admit, when i was watching the parade, I felt like a kid again, macam banar2 all my dreams come true. Lagi damit udah wah ni aku mau jumpa characters nya live! HAHA. I wanna go back! hahah.

These are just some of the pictures, the majority of them alum ku ambil from the others. Sabar saja. haha. XD

Eiffel Tower

Dome Church

Museum; dari Da Vinci Code XD

Garden di Palace of Versailles

Pirates of the Caribbean

Princes and Princesses

Little Mermaid; laki nya handsome! XD

Jungle Book

Mickie and Minnie masa Parade

Fnvs; lets go to Paris next time, so worth it! =D

ps: Yeefah majal and suruh aku buat 'YEEFAH WAS HERE'. happy, yeefah? hahaha.

Love, Sadrina

Sunyi menyepi 8)

2009-03-27T12:41:00.002+08:00

Selamat tengahari wahai manusia sekalian :)

Blog ini sepertinya sudah lama menyepi seperti rumah yang tidak berpenghuni. Oleh yang demikian, saya ingin menyumbangkan sedikit oksigen saya supaya ia boleh hidup kembali 8) Sekurang-kurangnya, oksigen ini boleh memberi peluang hidup kali kedua kepada blog yang nazak ini 8)

Cuti Saya.

Semua orang di dalam dunia ini pernah merasai cuti. Begitu juga dengan saya. Cuti saya selama 10 hari. Tidak lebih dan tidak kurang kerana memandangkan pada masa ini Brunei tidak mengadakan diskaun besar-besaran, jadinya semua harga barangan masih tetap sama, begitu juga dengan cuti saya.

Cuti saya sangat membosankan. Tiada yang bosan melain cuti yang sangat membosankan. Sepanjang cuti ini, saya makan,minum dan tidur saja. Buku sekolah saya masih lagi suci dari segala noda yang baru kerana saya menggunakan penyuci yang bernama Daia. "Lupakan yang lain~" Terjamin bersih hanya dalam setengah tutup botol. Itulah cuti saya.

Tamat. ^^;V

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Dalilah N. Sedang memanat 8D

Birthday Makan

2009-03-19T01:17:00.003+08:00

To all FnVs (Brunei)..,

you all are invited to my birthday 'makan2' with the other 4+1 birthday celebrants on friday 20th March 2009.

place: my house.. ( u should know it by now i assume)
Time: 7:30pm onwards..
Dress code: Casual saja.. :)

To those yg kan membawa date kamu.., u are welcome to.. p sorang sja.. haha.. :) and sapa yg kn blik aher is welcomed to tpi adalah tidak digalakkan esp to those yg planning kn drive alone.. since u know.., malam and like ur alone.. get me..? hehe.. aku kawan baik kali aah.. worry pasal kamuu.. hahaha.. awuu aku prasan.. tpikan klau nda drive sendiri bleh blik aher kan..?? hahaha.. apakan aku anie..

aah anyhoo.., i hope kamu2 can come.. dpt jua hang out gitu.. since batah dah nda hang out.. and i was planning to jln2 (k gadong) on saturday if kamu mau.. if busy nda papalah..

alright.. more info will be message to kamu2.. do tell me sapa yg dpt or nda dpt dtg.. so sanang ku msg.. ok thank u for ur time..

pictures for today (^,^) me and qayah

2009-03-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

Homesick.

2009-03-18T03:47:00.003+08:00

I know i shouldn't be saying this out loudddd. I know everyone is feeling the same thing. It's gonna be few more months till it's gonna be a year. Awu aku menangis-menangis. Urang lain inda jua. Lapas tu they will be like, ''eh belabih jua si pipah ani eh.. urang lain sama jua inda balik Brunei"

Sorie tah tu ahhhh, perolahan ku inda menggembirakan hatimu. SORIE. Tapi peduli kamu ehhh. Sukati ku wahhhhh.

SHEEEESH.

Awu. Aku homesick. Aku mau Brunei. Aku rindu Bruneiiii. Aku rindu urang-urang yang menggembirakan hidupku di Brunei.

Where are the good old days when you can just blame everything on PMS?

Sighhhhh.

Birthdays greetings :)

2009-03-17T06:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th and 4 days birthday to our baking master, Najihah Zaman <3.

May you be bless with more baking talents supaya kami dapat makan cake yang nyaman selalu 8)

And not to forget, Happy 18th and 1 day Birthday to Ak. Abd Muizz Pg Rabaha, the lame master <3 HAHA

Dalilah Laidin

Hiduuppppp.

2009-03-10T06:28:00.002+08:00

Kadang-kadang you feel like you have nothing to do, teramat jobless, walaupun keraja tinggi macam gunung. But still, sign in into blogger, with password XXXXXX and starts to blog.

Payah payahhhhh.

Nya urang ani namanya hidupppp; payahhhhh. Tapi kalau dipikir-pikir, payah lagi hidup urang Africa, ambil aing jauh-jauh and then lapas sekali pakai abis and then ambil lagi. Looking into other perspective, bermuscle plg tangan tu. Tapinya payah jua tu. And now that's called life. Just not ours.

Iatah kan sekalinya, i wanna talk about my weekend. On a second thought, nahhh. Lain kali tah.

Pokoknya it was siukkkk. And ngalih. Sampai membuatkan aku tidur for long hours and didnt pick up someone's call and sampai urang atu jadi GRRRR and aku pun GRRRR.

So overall, life is great.

Tah karang.

A change of mind perhaps?

2009-03-10T05:41:00.005+08:00

It's fun when you are into a book that has a fictional character that can sweep you off your feet. The ones that not only make your tummies have butterflies, but of rhinos instead. But the not fun thing is, when such thing never happened in real life. At least, not to you.

I had just finished reading this book, which Izzalina recommended three years ago. Awuu it took me a long time to actually register the title of the book in my head and actually find it in a bookstore. And that the always been Mr Darcy that i fancy, because of the book, i began to rethink.

I guess i was partially blinded. He might be of a gentleman, but too proud he is. A romantic, but is too intense? You be the judge. All those personalities of him that we all love but to really be having these guys that are romantic but is proud and inda cali and inda dapat bahunya kan dimenangisi, it makes me think again.

It's funny just by that, a whole new perspective come to mind. And you begin to rethink the base that you believed strongly before. Inda plg strongly, just enough to make me ooooooh and aaahhhh.

The book wow-ed me. But still, just for the time being, i'll stick to Mr Darcy from Pride and Prejudice. =)

FnV Part One

2009-03-08T21:06:00.004+08:00

Posing B4 they start laughing.. :P

Sam with her phone

Pong Jan Di with her latest phone

Pajin with her missing tooth.. hehe

Nahh start tia durg ketawa.. hehehhe... :PP

durg yg ani giggle-giggle sja.. :)

FnV stuck in between the two chairs. the others kana konkur leh juniors.. sigh

Thats it for now.. mudahan th aku dpt camera from my mother.. hehehe.. :P

Asta Lavista.. for now..,
NuDge <3

Vivien's Surprise Birthday Party! =D

2009-03-06T07:29:00.008+08:00

5th March, Vivien turned 19! Us Mounties planned to throw Vivien a surprise party in her room. Planned it for a whole week!

Vivien's last birthday at the Mount: so had to spice it up, make it special. =)

Kami semua balik dari prep 30mins early so we could prepare the confettis and presents,

We hid in her room. 5mins before habis prep, Dina msged me that they were on their way back.

Iatah kami excited brabis tu! We got into position, switched off the lights and waited.

Atu batah dorang naik ah, we waited for about 2-3mins! We took a video before and during the party, cali. Surprised, she was. She switched on the lights and we yelled 'surprise!' HAHA. She screamed berabis! hahaha. After opening presents, kami ada another surprise, we cooked Indomee for her! then kami makan chocolate cake. yummy! Twas fun! =)

Waiting for Dina to msg that dorang on their way..

Vivien and Wana

Nina gave Vivien a bag, lawaa. =)

Opening presents..

awww.. look how cute she is. =)

Opening my gift..

Heart-shaped pink crystal necklace

Vivien's happy.. XD

Love, Sadrina

its all about love <3

2009-03-03T17:56:00.002+08:00

2009-03-01T19:27:00.002+08:00

Salam earth darlings :)

LAKSAMANA WON! :D

And CONGRATULATIONS to Nur Nordin and Nur Roslan (Pikah) for becoming one of the TOP 20 RUNNERS! Nur Nordin got no.3 and Nur Roslan got no.7! :D

And not to forget, CONGRATULATIONS to Nahdatul Sabtu, Najihah Gidi Zaman, Fajrina Salleh and Dk. Majid for having a strong determination in joining as well as in completing the race!

And Best Compliment to Nur Yusof, Dk. Suhaini, Izzaty Mohammad and Nur Yusli for their presence walaupun diorang inda belari. But that doesn't matter. What counts is their presence 8)

And to the girls yang participate in trying to MENGUMBAN DIRIKU YANG BERHARGA KE DALAM KOLAM YANG TERBERSIH DI DALAM DUNIA, THANK YOU :D And I really mean it! ^^;V Saya dapat merasa apa yang dirasakan oleh mereka yang kan kana humban ke dalam kolam! HAHAHA

I shall update about what's happening on the day SOON!

Nabilah sayang kamuu <33333

CO-Captain of Laksamana signing off.

Dalilah Laidin ^^;V

p.s: To Amiruddin laki si Nur Roslan, Saya minta maaf banyak banyak pasal sepanduk kayu yang ku pegang tekana mukamu. Once! ^^;V And to the girls, sorry aku buat nama kamu cmatu ^^;V Sporting lah kamu!

semoga mereka cepat membesar.

2009-02-28T22:35:00.001+08:00

Just updating =)

2009-02-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

Im supposed to post about this last week but being a lazy person seriously dosent help. hehe :P
This post is specially dedicated to our feb baby namely Ifah. Pah remember when i said that i wanted to fill ur stomach with food..? well.., i made cupcakes specially for you. but too bad u and Sad were not here with us to enjoy it.. sigh.. but there is always next time. :) so kamu dua yg di UK atu jgn ambung ah after kamu blik k Brunei. tempiling kaangg.. haha.. nadawahh.. =)

And back to the cupcakes.., unfortunately for me, i have an artistic mind but my two hands are not as artistic as my mind is. so the cupcakes turned out 'badly' hahaha.. but sejak bila jua aku ani pandai dlm kes design mendesign.. haha..

I know i texted and wish you.., but once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, c labu yg manis. since kau cukup umur sudah so kau manis.. hahah.. *lame* im glad that u had a blast on ur bday. And do you realise that the msg that i texted u is the msg that u sent me for my bday last year..? aku tokok tmbah ja tuu.. hehe..

Ke-hyper-an. Or not. Hahaa.

2009-02-12T08:38:00.004+08:00

Gila atu panjang post ku.. Hahaha berputar-putar kali eyeballs kamu membaca. But yeah, made that especially for kamu semua. So there you go. It's a feast for kamu =DD

I really should be doing my work now. But nooooo.. Instead, im here, typing whatever is coming into my head.

OH OH! Aku balum ceritakan kamu pasal town ku!!

Conclusion of what my town has:
1. Kadai jewelleries
2. Kadai bunga, lawa-lawa pulang bunga nya tapi kan siapa jua ku balikan!
3. Kadai gunting rambut
4. Kadai baju second hand! Yang bakas urang memakai and semua baju setail urang tua!! O_O Ada one saja proper kadai baju, atu pun mahal membagi marah GRRRR
5. Cafes, yang one of them, Maryam and I spent setaie-ing posh. HAHAHA.
6: Restoran, yang konpom inda halal.
7: Kadai laundry!!! BAHAPA JUA!!
8. KADAI FUNERAL! Aku tau lah town ku ani banyak urang tua. But you dont have to make it obvious! =___=
9. Kadai kasut, tapinya KANAK-KANAK PUNYAA!!! (Aku and si Maryam happy wah yang dari jauh kami nampak kadai kasut, sekalinya semua saiz kanak2 tiga tahun and below! BAHAPA TAH KAMI MEMBALI? GRRR)
10. Kadai barang rumah - segala jenis katil, gayung baldi. You name, they've got it.

Basically the only decent place yang kamu will find solace is Tesco, which is equivalent to Hua ho. Yes, it's kadai supermaerket.

So you kinda get how sad it is. And ke town memakai teksi, membayar 10 pounds, to and from town. AIYOOOO. Jimat budget. Mesti jadi mcm Bokh. Hahah.

BAH. I NEED TO ACTUALLY DO MY WORK. OMG.
HAHA Byeeee =DDD