DRAINEDDDD.

It's been a while. Really.

Have you ever experienced the days where you thought everything was in place and you are securely protected and suddenly the barricade that defends you just tumbled down and kamu macam hyperventilating and panicking, not knowing what to do? Shizzzzz.

Busy days ahead. Isuk ke hutan, membuat biology thingy. On Saturday and Sunday ke utan jua, but then that time, camping. Iatah kan, why did i sign up for this? Pasal aku suka adventure. Adventure yang macam dalam game and timbak-timbak and bunuh enemy, but this time, i will be on my foot, walking through the gunung-gunung di UK, membawa rucksacks yang bigger than me till my friends can't even see my head. Yeapppp. Perfect. COMPLETELY PERFECTTTT.

Tried to set up the tent the other day, but apparently it was a wrong day to choose. It was too windy, and the tent bekibar-kibar, macam bendera. TSKKKKKKK.

Exams will start next next week, and physics is still ENTAH. At times i find it interesting, and macam at some moment, i started liking it at a point there was love in my heart for physics, then suddenly ada tia this something whatever physics stuff yang GAHHHHH and I couldnt grasp the concept and then aku sasak and whiny tarus. I dont like studying things i dont understand. I got three books to study physics and masih jua inda meratinya. SHEEESH.

Did i mention psl ke utan tomorrow? *scrolls up* yeah i did. And that after the hutan thing, it will be the whole school photo arah my school tomorrow, yang only happens once in four years. And i will have to rush after the trip to change into my blazer, my headscarf, and apa saja yang formal lah. Lapas sweating, and trodding through the mud and there will be a possibility that it will rain tomorrow, and that i have zits on my face now. Not that they're gonna zoom on my zits. Ohhh just shuttup. People have their own insecurities. Ha. Ha. Imagine Maryam and I, will be the most significant ones in the photograph, because of our white headscarves.

And my energy is drained, as I helped the PE teachers teach some kids from some primary schools, tennis. I've only played tennis once in Brunei. And I had to teach them? I still went. Wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. Missed most of the balls served by the kids though, of age less than 11 perhaps? I dont know. Age and body size doesnt correlate in UK.

It does seem to annoy me really, that some things are not worth worrying and I still worry about them. I guess this is the moment when we have to actually make use of the phrase, ''just sleep on it''

Therefore, bye bye and so long.

xxxxx