Pieces of me ;)

Salam everyoneee.. :D

Imagine if tani masih sekulah, the teacher will write down the date for today. And guess what date it is?

*drummrolls*

The 24th OF NOVEMBER!! :D <3

To our dearest Dalilah Nabilah, selamat ulang tahunnn, semoga dalam lindungan Allah sentiasa. It's my third year of not celebrating your birthday together. SIGH. Nevertheless, i'm sure you will have fun with them Bruneians on this very special day of yours.. celebrate it ala-ala teh tarik special~ HAHAH LAMEEE!! I wish you all the best in life, in health and segalanya lah. Amin. <3

Heniwayss... Moving on...... :)

Last week was the busiet week evur. Like banar banar sibuk. Ada saja keraja. But all went well. Takbir raya at our hosue.. wahh sayunya.. It felt like home, wel.. slightly lah. :( but mesti kuatkan hati. And then last week Saturday ada majlis aidiladha.. and kami serumah perform lagu LOVE STORY by TAYLOR SWIFT. Check it out on facebook. I posted it up! :)

I havent been feeling well lately. I had like a massive allergic reaction on Monday and that wasnt the best sensation (obviously!). All my housemates ada panic attack slajur. Thank God for our hero. Kalau nada, entah.. nda tau what to do.

And a lot of things happened sebenrnayaaaa. But i guess it's just too public to say.

Soooo.. tata! =P

Loveee,
Piping

I've found my way

In one of those years of my school life, I have come to a realisation that there is no such things as true friends (well, at least, that was i thought so during some of those times). Ever since I was in kindergarten, I have been the victim of bullies due to my huge figure. Yeah, some will think that people are scared of me but it turned out ot be the opposite way instead. Weird but true. As I started out in primary 1, I have no friends (even if I do, it just won't last) and it worsen at primary 4. I guess being lonely could make a person go simply and hold grudge and worse, insecurities. In primary 5, I thought I found a good friend, my so-called very first 'best friend', but end up, its just the same old story. Pfft.. And so this pathetic life continues till I'm out of primary school.

Maktab Sains; a new year, a new school, a new environment.... and I still had a hard time trying to fit in. I've once again become the eye of the bullies (well, not as worse as in primary). Sometimes i wonder, what have i done to get this kind of punishment . but i have no answer. I tried to change in anywhere possible but then i wonder, why must i change for them. And so, instead of trying so hard to change, I actually managed to change naturally and alhamdulilah, my presence have finally been accepted. I think. Har har.

Being left out really feels bad. It stings and it hurts so badly. But what the heck., life goes on. We still have to move on right..? And so you’ve read my uninteresting life story over the past years..

HAHAHAHAHA.. This is actually something that I found in my computer. How weird could I be to have save this lil'diary of mine. Hahaha. Just a lil' something random to post. Weird.. I know. forgive me. =P

One thing about this is that, the feeling of insecurities, its never gone. But another thing about this is I'm grateful to have known you all as my good friends. =)

~Nudge~

One way or another

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Just a few old and new pictures to remind us how far we've been through thoughout the years. The goods and bads, the ups and downs, the dramas.. In the end, we're still together and hope it will stay till the end. :) <3 br="">
Sorry title nya nda ngam sama contentnya. hahaha

More to come after I sort out everything. Which is after my exams. Till then..
~Nudge~

Sometimes~

Sometimes you feel lonely..
Sometimes you feel sad..
Sometimes the world seems so quiet...
Sometimes you're afraid..
Sometimes you keep on hiding,
Sometimes you're running away...
Sometimes you are lost..
Sometimes you are weak..
Sometimes you cry..
But most of the time..
All you need is....
Someone that will be there to company you...
To cheer you up...
Keep your world alive...
Make you secure...
Show you the meaning of life...
Stop you from running away..
Inspire you...
Give you strength..
Comfort you..
And appreciate you every single day..


Thank You FnV..for every support that you guys gave me..and the happy and sad moments that we went throught together...I will appreciate one of each of you guys for the rest of my life..

<3 Iqin

Robin Hood :)

Salam everyone.

Just some pictures really when we visited the Nottingham Castle, taken from Chia Yi's, so thank you photographer! HEHEHHE.


My picture with my housemates.. GO US! HEHE yes kami suka begambar wah, so, you've got a problem with that? :P


Basically ada music yang mcm legend berabis lah.. & im sure u guys tau jua! and then kami menari tarian tradisional brunei, in front of those gazillion people. Membagi malu pulang banarnya HAHAH but it was FUN! (Left to right: Me, Raihan, Farah)


Trying to climb the castle's wall.. but obviously fail. HAHAHHA


Raihan and I kan menyubuk apa statue atu baca... HAHAHHAHAH :p


The Robin Hood statue! :D

I'll post some other pictures if anything happens.. Okay? I know this is like a one sided thing as i'm the only one who's active. But I quite enjoy doing this jua.. so yeah. Cant wait to see you guys (di UK) soon! :)

Giving up is not an option.

Salam everyone. :)

It's Novembre the 3rd now. Everything is going so fast and it feels like we're racing against time. Most of the trees have changed colours now, some are already bald, if you know what i mean. I guess everything changes without you wanting them too. I guess that's just crucial, in life.

henyyywayyyy last weekend I went to Leeds for BMT tournament and played netball, and teruk lah kami kana belasah. Tapinya to be honest, dont really care, and so did the rest of the team mates. Mcm.. all we want to do is just try and win it at the same time try to have fun. Most of us were first years so mcm less chemistry compared to other groups who have been playign for three or four years together! But yang calinya kami begambar mcm org manang.. HAHAHAHA <3 i love them!

And the day after that we went to visit Robin Hood Castle. Siuk ber-vaining HEHEHHE. Pics up on facebook so just browse thru them, oteyyy? :P

Today GP practice & im enjoying it berry berry muchoooo :D and and.. I had my first interview with real patient today. It didnt go too good, but all I can say is there's always hope.


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Never give up!

<3
Piping