Memories photographed.

Tossing and turning on the bed and suddenly ada drive to blog....... Weird.

I was just browsing through all the pictures that I have since I arrive in the UK. Massive amount of them from my first year and slowly....... the amount decreases. Who is it to blame? Is it the fact that my camera rusak and has this little black dots whenever I take pictures (DON'T KNOW WHERE I GOT THEM, SADLY) or the fact that my friends have this massive DSLR which makes my pretty small cheap camera looks... so kasihan.. or just purely the fact that I've gotten so malas to take pictures with hope someone else will.

And last week, my hard disk decided to make the "clung clung clung" sound. I was..... in major devastation. Googled it and apparently it's one of the worse case scenarios that can happen to a hard disk! :( I don't mind losing all the movies, or songs, well maybe i do mind a bit, but not as much as losing photos.

Lost all my last summer Singapore photos :( and my Paris photos. Summer raya and everythign related to it. I should've made backup. So buta IT fifah. Mi heart is breaking.

Then I complained to my mom, and she said, "Well bulih jua ke Paris semula" HAHAHAH made me smile. My mom, always know how to say the best and sometimes funny things. Bless her ya Allah, amin!

Tapi I guess you can't compare that to the sufferings of the Palestinians, or Norway people who are dying due to the terrorist attack.

So in the end, life goes on, life goes on.

And because of that I learned that:
1) I should develop my pictures. Supaya ada hard copy!
2) I should invest in a camera.

YES I SHOULD. :)

Birds are chirping, I guess it's my cue to sleep! Goodnight/goodmorning everyoneeee. Salam!


xx
Pips :)

A great speech. Or nayy?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3rt2GVcUN4&feature=share

Maybe it is easier, to be alone. Quoted from Grey's Anatomy. There's no one you need to lean on. Being on your two feet. Knowing whatever keeps you strong comes from you, no?

The video made me think.

BUT NO FAH. THINK AGAIN.

Jadilah orang yang bersyukur.. Syukur kepada Allah Taala as He granted me with loving parents, annoying yet very supporting siblings, cousins, and friends, as my backbone, to success & happiness. Syukur Ya Rabb. Sometimes we forget.. Sometimes we lose will when things drag us down so so much.

One thing I learn, everyone is suffering. Maybe not the same as me, but everyone is, just differently. :)

Maybe in a day, something went massively wrong.. And it will beat the heck out of you. But have we look at the silver lining of life...? That things are taken away from us to be replaced by Allah with something better. Insyaallah..

Today I got two good news. One is where I am happy when someone is happy because he/she has try & taken a big step after a mistake in his/her life, and I truly truly care for this person and for he/she deserves to get the best in everything, syukur alhamdulillah. :)

Secondly, I am told that I am getting a free guitar! Am I lucky or what! :D Told the person I've been meaning to learn guitar. And that person decided to give me ia punya. Should I name it? TEHEHHEE. If so, what? I am so excited. Despite having stubby fingers, pindik lagi, but I will try to play. Tried before & my fingers hurt so badly, but hopefully dapat WHEEEE.

I hope I don't get punkd or else it won't be funny!

Wait for me dear guitar! :)

And lastly, a bit of lyrics from Beyonce, Schoolin life:

"This is for them 20 somethings
Time really moved fast, you were just sixteen"

Time has moved so fast wow. Next academic year, i'm already in second year. Time move fast. But sometimes you've gotta slow down, maybe stop and stare for a while. Or else you'll miss it.



xxx
Pips. :)

Angst driven.

In times of need, always, without fail, your phone decides to die, or habis credit, or expired tia. Sekali annoyingly, DST started texting you saying"Top up today to get 45days till your next expiry date" or something along those lines. Sekali I went "jkhfbfnejvj" How appropriate timing. Berabis. Inda tia dpt ke kadai pasal nada kerita. Kasian jua lah sedikit. Membari kan jalan kaki tapi hujan skali weather nyaman skali tetidur.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz.

I don't usually do this ramblings, about things that don't go my way. Pasal it shows it's quite freaky. Skali people judge lagi, always. But this time, I don't mind. I really don't.

I know ani stupid berabis. I am bloody exhausted. Tapi pasal I am waiting for something yang Im not even sure will pop up. Sort of stupid, I KNOW. Well people deserve to feel stupid sometimes. It's natural. IT'S NATURAL BAH. Sekali I hate when a promise atu inda ditepati. Kalau sekiranya inda tebuat, jgntah bejanji. Cam apa saja.

Sekali it's annoying how time cemani jua, it's starting to hurt. I thought I'm over it. Bukan love ni eh. Shallow banar jua wei. Well.. sebenarnya I know i was never over it. Before I sleep, or when I wake up, I keep thinking, thinking and thinking. Sekali to add salt (with pepper and chilli) into the wound yang sepatutnya bangas tapi balum pasal I'm not over it, sekali jadi makin padih by listening to emo songs. So people, what songs do you recommend me today? Add a little something something to my itunes lah.

This post macam full of angst. Sorry. Kalau sangal, beranti baca.

I know in life, things don't always go our way. I know.. Issokay. Cause it always turns for the better. But for now biar tia bitter sedikit. There will be sunshine, with rainbows after today.




x (pasal aku karit this time. Satu saja)
Pips.